The One For Me

Thoughts of Him

Chapter 6

Scarlett POV

The whole car ride i was lost in thought while my kids were talking about how they were so lucky to have met him. 

I was lost thinking about him and his dark eyes, his body through his shirt and how it fit him so well and left so much to the imagination and i could feel myself getting wet and i couldnt help but fidget in my seat while driving, damn i wanted him yet i knew it could never be but some part of my mind was telling me he was all mine and my logical side was saying stay away then i couldnt help but smile of the thoughton how he was he was with the kids. 

They flocked to him so fast and he made them smile and they were truely happy why do i feel this connection with him or is it one sided. 

I was brought out of my thoughts by  Maddy saying “Mommy are we ever going to see him again he was so nice and it would be so cool if we were a family soi can be a princess”. I gave her a sweet but sad smile and gave her face a delicate touch and i said with so much confidence “ Baby girl you a princess in my eyes and nobody can make me think otherwise.”

We arrived at the house and jake stayed behind with me and said “ mom you know im a little bit bigger than maddy and if you want to date we wont stop you we want you to be happy and it kind of would be cool to have another man here instead of being surrounded by only girls” he said smiling and i playfully scolded him and he ran towards the house while i ran after him. 

Later on that day i called to check up on Ariel and she answered with a soft “ Hello” “ Hey honey are you okk do you still need to talk im here to listen, I still have the kids but im free to talk on the phone?” I said and she gave a little sniffle and said “ Gabriel left me , he said he didnt want to talk to me anymore and you know whats so crazy he asked me about you” and i gasp and i cut her off by saying ” Why would he ask about me i dont even know him, ive never seen him before the day you announced i would take over for a week” she sighed and replied ‘i dont know this is all so weird but i have to figure this out and he was fine before that day Hey do you think he was cheating on me and he preferred the other girl?” “Oh honey dont think like that you are gorgeous and smart, any man would be lucky to have you, its his lost and you should never let anyone  bring you down, its no fun!” i said. She responded  “ok ill see you at work tomorrow scarlett and please dont say anything to anyone im still going to take that wek off” and hung up.

I found myself wondering why he left her and since he was free maybe i might just have him once. I was so turned on i found my hand reaching toward my p***y and and rubbing myself through my shorts and a little moan escaped my lips and i decided to close my door since i didnt want my kids to walk in on me. 

I got on my bed and slipped my shorts off and decided i need to please myself and maybe i could get my mind working normal instead of thinking about Gabriel and his body. I turned to the side went in my night stand and grabbed my dildo. I turned it on and it came to life vibrating in my hand and i brought it to my p***y lips and i brought it up and down so i can feel the vibration which felt so good. I can feel my p***y clench in need and want so i gave it what it wanted, i put the didldo in and repeated the motion bringing it out and putting it in.I felt the whole length inside even though just silicone it was big in width and a nice size 8 in p***s. I was imagining Gabriel f*****g me hard and rough and i began a faster pace with my orgasm building. I needed this i can almost hear him ask if i liked it and to come for him and i all but lost it, my body shuddered and convulsed as wave after wave racked my body in pure pleasure. I felt my cheeks heat up and i felt embarrassment in the thought of being with him. I have never felt this attracted to anyone and especially not with the father of my kids. I was completely lost that i didnt even notice i dozed off. 

My kids jumped on me and i was woken up thinking i had to protect them and then i stopped upon seeing their little face and and thought oh my god i dont have any undergarments on so i made up a little story of having to take bath and how they neede one to so i said “come on lets get our pjs and take a bath.” They nodded and ran to their rooms i supposed and i jumped off my bed and ran to the shower thats in my room. 

I let the water run on me and my mind went back to him, gabriel, the way he chuckled and the way my heart wanted to come out my chest, the way he made me wet when he looked at me straight in the eye, oh boy i can not let myself get hurt again, i started to feel ugly and think how can someone like tha ever want someone like me over Ariels slim smokin’ body. 

I just sighed and washed up and came out in a pink towel wrapped over my body and was met with Gabriel in my room. I shrieked and went in my bathroom and told my self girl your head must be all the way f****d up your dreaming so i opened the door a little bit just so i can peak in my room and soon enough he was there i all but slammed the door and yelled “ Hey you think you can step out while i grab some clothes on” I heard a shuffle and “ Yea no problem im sorry” and chuckled walking away. 

I opened the door and raced to put on my clothes. I opened the bedroom door and he was there and the kids on his legs. I cleared my throat and all 3 looked at me and he smirked. I blushed bright red just thinking about the stuff i had just done with him only in mind and i was wet instantly.i thought it weird him sniffing the air but dismissed almost immediately thinking how are you accusing him of doing that when you just m*********d to him just minutes ago. 

“Kids get off of him lets go to the living room and sit apparently and i would like to know why you let him in my room” and i turned to look at him who was walking behind me  smiling and said “ why are you laughing why did you just go in my room without my permission?” he all but wiped that smile off his face. It took everything i had not to cave and laugh but i kept a hard face and we all walked in silence.

As we were sitting down i glared at them all and the kids caved in first and jake said “ Mommy i told you it was going to be cool and we” and maddy ended “i just wanted to be a princess” and i all but went to her and said “ Baby i told you once and ill tell you again Baby girl you a princess in my eyes and nobody can make me think otherwise.” i just looked at gabriel and back her at her and before i knew it he was by my side “ Oh honey dont say things like that you are a born princess and if you want that title i promise im gonna give it to you.” and i was shocked to say the least and he smiled with so much love towards her i melted at that sight of them i was so moved i would have said yes to anything he wanted.I noticed i was caught and smiled back not caring anymore i was hooked so no going back. One question “ how did you know where i live?” he smirked and said “ Babe Im the prince” and at the endearment i blushed as red as a tomato and he laughed.

He came up to me and said “Why are you so shy when you were glaring daggers just a little while ago huh beautiful?”all the while grabbing me from the waist and pulling me to him. I stuttered and sheepishly said “ I Im Ssorry y-you make mme nnervouss!” he brought his face to my neck and smelled me and hugged me at the same time. “Im sorry beautiful you make me feel alive i know you dont know me at all but i want to get to know you but you as a person youre smart and caring and you have amazing kids from my end and im”…. He let the sentence float into the air and i looked at him and gave him a questioning look and turned to look at the kids and they had a smile on both their faces and looked back at gabriel “ What the hell is going on why did you leave ariel to just talk to me and im so confused” i put my hands on my face  shaking my head and my red cheeks were on full display when he grabbed my hand away from my face and said “why are you hiding i like it when you blush it just shows me how much i affect you just like you affect me” “sure i affect you so much” i said.

 He just grabbed my hand and brought it to his chest and said “do you feel my heart beating so fast thats how you affect me” and my mouth opened at the erratic beating of his heart.i turned to the kids and said lets go bed time and they smiled and said “ok mommy night night” and i watched them go into their room. I just smiled and turned around and was hugged and i just let everything run free in my head.

” I want to know what happened and please don’t lie to me I can’t take it.” “Ok if I promise to tell you from the beginning don’t run and don’t scream because I don’t want you to wake up your precious babies Okk babe” “ Your really scaring me Gabriel” I said and he came to me and put his arm over my shoulder to bring me to him and he started “ Yes I was with Ariel but not how you think I was miserable and I need a wife to take over as a king. My family is of nobility and hence why I’m a prince. I don’t wanna put you in an uncomfortable position but I wanna know do you believe in the supernatural??” I looked at him and had this questioning look and said “what do you mean like ghost and demons and angels” he chuckled and said “No as in werewolves,vampires,witches” I gave a smile and said “I’m not sure if that’s real but I’ll keep an open mind to their existence” he smiles and continues “So my family is royal as I was saying and were are also werewolves” he let it sink in and I immediately shot a look of horror and said “ are you serious” with my eyebrow up, he just lowered his head and shook a yes. I was instantly up and out of the living room in a flash and in my room scared. 

I was thinking of a way to face him but when a knock came at my door I let out a scared whimper and sat on my bed. I was thinking about everything, if Ariel knew about this?,and if he really wanted to kill me he would have been done it, right? and if he was waiting to get me alone!! I was scaring myself even more and I just heard him through the door say “ Please let me in I can feel the fear rolling off of you and I will never hurt you I promise I will die first than let anything happen to you.” 

As if snapping me out of my mind’s crazy thoughts and I went to the door and unlocked and opened it to see him both arms leaning against each side of the door frame with a sad and scared face. He was both surprised that I opened and was even more surprised that ran into his arms and kept saying “sorry sorry I said I would have a open mind and I ran I’m sorry I’m so so sorry” by that end of my sentence I was crying on him and I felt him grab me by the waist. “Babe it’s completely understandable I just don’t want any secrets between us and I did tell you I was going to tell you everything from the beginning.” 

I was so confused I thought he was going to be so mad but he was actually understanding of the situation and I was wondering why he kept calling me babe so I asked        “ Why do you keep calling me babe and why are you so protective of me and does Ariel know about this” I was interrupted by him laughing and I looked up at him and then it hit me I was still in his arms so I put space between us and I know I was red in the cheeks because he smirked and cornered me and said “ You look so adorable when your flustered and confused! Why’d you pull away babe?” “You still haven’t answered my questions” I all but stood in front of him not scared anymore with my hand on my hip waiting for him to answer. He looked me up and down, smirked and said “ Wow your so hot when you get mad babe, can I get a kiss?” “No answer my damn questions Gabriel please this is frustrating enough and your here trying to get a kiss!” He let it sink again and chuckled and I all but turned around and blushed more brighter than my hair and I could feel my face burning and the embarrassment was overwhelming. He came to me and put his arm on my waist and said in my ear “ we can sit back down if you would like and I will continue to explain everything and answer all your questions.” He placed a kiss on my cheek and if I could have gotten any brighter I would have. I nodded yes and he  dragged me to the living room while holding my hand. 

We sat down and he said “ Now where was I before you ran” while smirking and I playfully glared and right when he was going to continue talking the doorbell rang and he looked at me questionably “ were you expecting someone” I shook my head no and went to the door and looked through the peep hole and I thought oh my god she is going to blow this up so bad and I sighed and opened the door.