Once and for all: you are mine

chapter 12

adhir:

next morning i was having my breakfast when i saw her coming down from her room .....she saw me looking at her she looked for a moment then turned towards jenny and hugged her wishing her a good morning as always ...but today i my mind is giving her special attention ......she was wearing a sky blue color saree with her always present chuda(red and golden colored bangles) in her hand .......she quicly had her breakfast and about to left the hall when i said 

"go by car ....girl....don't use public vehicles " i said looking into my plate and eating my breakfast

"you are talking to me ?" she  asked after few moments .....oh girl no one here use public vehicle except you stupid

"who else is present here?" i said in my as usual firmed voice 

"oh..... my name is misha ....not girll" she said ....and she was right this time ...i didn't even remember her name because since we get married i called her girl...and i barely called her.......she started moving when i got up from my seat and moved towards her ...i can see her the fear in her eyes as i was moving towards he 

"misha...........use car for your travelling" i insisted on her name and believe me i loved it 

"i don't have a car" she said simply 

"there are 39 cars parked in my mansion .....misha"  i said chuckling at her words

"yes exactly these 39 cars are in your mansion ...they belongs to you ..not to me " she said and this is the moment she cleared her image of a gold digger to a self respective woman in my eyes ............i replied " you are my wife" 

"yes ...on papers " she said in firmed voice and left without waiting for my reply and i actually had no reply .....this is the words i said to her

****flashback****

about 4 months back

i was working in my study when my door knocked .....and there she was standing .....i was displeased to see her ...."what you want?" i asked her very next moment

"my parents want to talk to you " she said looking down her feets

"why?" i asked 

"they want to invite us at my brothers engagement" she said ...this time looking at me

"you can go where ever you want" i said looking back to my laptop

"they want both of us to come" she said ....

"why would i accompain you?" i said 

"we.....we are married " she said slowly afraid of hearing my reply

"yes ...on papers" i said moving my eyes from my laptop to her face 

she just nodded and left 

****flashback ends****

there have been lot of events which forced me to think about her ..in these days and it's all natural but the moment she said ;yes...on papers ........ i regreted saying her that .....she is something different ...different from what neha said ...different from what i expected her to be...different from her image that i had when i married ...and actually she is similar to my ideal women ......a lot similar to what i wanted in my wife...though i have never assumed what my wife should have ...but i was very certain about the things i never wanted in my wife ....and this girl....mishaa ....she is what i wanted from long ...till now i don't hate anything about her ......because now i firmly believe what neha described is not what misha is .

now this girl started pissing me off because i started to gain feeling for her....... and her behaviour piss me off because she made me realise how much she hates me by her actions like

one day she was going to her office ...walking towards the main exist... i stopped my car near her 

"you are going to office?" i asked her stepping out of my car

"yes" she relied looking everything but me 

"get in .... i'll drop you" i said to her .....yes now i know where she works because i asked jenny and i also know the timing of her office .

"no it's fine ....i'll go by myself " she said and started moving 

"you will not leave before i finish ..........and you are going with me" i said ..jerking her back to her position by her arm  ..we are a bit more closer than before .... she gasped and i could see that fear in her eyes of being hurt physically ....

"i .....i don't want to go with you "she said looking in my eyes ......and anger filled my mind ...what is so bad to go with me ...

"either you will go with me or you will not go anywhere" i said making my grip stronger on her arm ...and she tried to get free but ofcourse she can't .....she is less very less stronge than me

"then i'll take a leave" she said firmly not struggling to free her arm anymore ...i looked into her eyes ....and i can't see anything in her eyes but hate for me ..... i release her arm....and next moment she went inside the house

i don't like it when she behaves rudely ...... and ofcourse thereafter my ego never let me ask her again to drop her 

another day 

she was about to fell on the stairs may be because her leg got stuck into her long ......  i catched her by her arms and waist ...with one hand i held her arm and other was on her waist .....

and the moment she stood she pushed me away as if am not her saver but the attacker and with that disgust she left quickly......this really was like poison for me to accept ....why does she react this way on my touch.. i am her husband ...i can do every thing with her and now i really want because since i saw that cctv footage of the day i slapped her .....i lost my intrest in elly though i was never actually intrested in her but i used to f**k her ....but now it's been months since i have not allowed her to touch me ..and not only her but every other girl ...now i just want to touch misha ...and today when i touched her waist it was smooth like honey ......but i am controlling myself and she is now pushing my limits.

another day 

i was going to my library ....when i noticed she was already there ....... standing infront of book rack holding a book in her hand ,facing towards the rack ...she asked jenney if she can take books from library ...and jenny took my permission .......jenney is the medium of our conversation ....she never came to me herself after the day i rejected the invitation from her parents.

i was standing there noticing her ...enjoying her body moves when she raised her hand to get another book her belly and most of her back was clearly visible in her saree ..she was wearing a wine color saree ....and just looking at her , my hormones got activated ...my hands were urging to touch her body ....her side face she is gorgeous .....she have small height and now she was struggling to get a book from a high shelf ...... i went close to her so close that my chest touched her back and took the book out for which she was struggling.....she quicly turned her face towards me ....as she saw me inside her comfort zone she pushed me and tried to leave.......this is when my anger raised to some other level she is doing this again and again 

i pulled her back with her hand and bursted in anger "what do you think of yourself?"

"leave me ....leave.......me ...please" she said struggling  and hitting my chest to be out of my grip but this was making me even more angry ....... i pinned her on the wall next to book rack holding both her hand near her head ....she kept on stuggling and this time few tears left her eyes ...but i don't care she asked for it .

"i am your legally married husband misha... i have all f*****g rights to touch you in anyway i want to ...you must accept that and you better not refute me like this ever again or else you will regret doing it " i said in one breath and when i am done i saw astonished face ....with tears in eyes now she is not struggling anymore or i would say she was not even breathing ....i can smell her scene we were really close and i wanted to kiss those beautiful lips, i noticed her manglsutr(chain that married women wear) in her neck ...which is clearly telling me that she belongs to me....ahh ...i quickly released her hand and left the library ....i was loosing my control and i didn't want to afraid her anyfurther than she already was.