Once and for all: you are mine

chapter 18

adhir:

she stuggled  as much as she could but i was too infuriated and jealous and her struggle and fuming it .....she hates me so much and she was happily going to f**k that guy in his room ...... i won't accept that 

she is mine ...and i had to make her realise that ...........i took off all her clothes and tried to open her legs but she didn't want that ofcourse but i can't leave her apart from my anger......my body was dying to have s*x ...it's been month since i f****d any girl because i fell in love with her ...and didn't want any other girl to touch me ........my part is too hard to step back now

"com'n baby if you can open it for other man then you can certainly open them for your husband "   i said and forced her legs open ........ and i forced my part into her's ................it felt soo f*****g good that i can't explain in words and as a perk she stopped struggling ....which is making it even more pleasing ......i started moving my part in her ....it was tight than i expected i mean too tight that it took me efforts to enter into her's .....and soon i c*m .....i could feel that her body is not reacting ......she was fainted long ago .....but i couldn't control myself.....i was lying on her calming my heartbeat .. when a thought poped in my mind ...was she a virgin? fuck........i moved to see down and ......yes she was a vigin ......the bedsheet has blood and no doubt it was extremely tight ......she was a virgin f**k f**k f**k .........i should have stopped initially ....i am not having s*x for the first time .....i have done that many times and i have good sense of virgin girls ......but i didn't consider that because i was so sure that she had s*x with rohan when they were in his room...........i regreted what i did to her .........she was lying lifelessly on the bed with lot of blue and red marks all over her body .......... her hands have marks of my grip ......... i tear escaped my eyes .......i am such monster no matter she was right .....she hates me and she should ...........i cleaned her body and covered her with a quilt and left ...........i went to my room ....i drank all night i couldn't shut my eyes for a moment.

misha:

i woke up.....i saw my body covered with a quilt .......i couldn't even turn my body ...... itwas too painful .....and the snap of yesterday's night made my eyes wet ....i cried a lot ...my lower body was paining a lot as if somebody torn it off..........i kept laying there for quite a long time ...when jenny came to me ......i didn't look at her but asked her to leave me alone 

i can't live here anymore ...i decided .........i asked one of my friend if she could arrange for a lawyer to get divorce papers ready ....and thankfully she agreed 

i didn't left my room for three day and then the divorce papers were ready i signed them and kept it on the table next to my bed ..........and took my luggage and left 

"you are going somewhere dear?" jenny asked both in concern and fear that i'll never be back

"yes aunt jenny...... i am going to my parents for few days.....i'll be back soon" i said ....it was a complete lie because i will never come back to this place ....and neither i was going to my parents ......because there i have to answer lot of questions.....why i want to divorce ..what he did ....and i didn't want to make them hurt after telling my story ......and in india divorce is not as normal as in western countries........so i was sure they will try to convince me to come back because they don't know i was forced into this marriage ...i didn't tell rohan too because he has his life now to live .....i don't wanted to be a burden on anybody ....i just want to end this nightmare ....and start to live my life once again......nobody knows where i was going ....and even i was not sure where i will go ......but i can't live here ........but i just can't move to india right now i have to decide first ..........i moved to manchester making sure far from london.......i took a room with average rent because i can't afford luxurious survival without a job.....i withdrawl big amount from my bank day before i left ...which i earned working this year

it's been several days i have applied for job in some company and till that i decided to join a grocery store to make sure my servival.

adhir:

i didn't dare to face her so i left before she could come down and came back late......after three days jenny when i was having dinner ...jenny told me .....that she went to meet her parents ........i was feeling ashamed ....if her parents will her in that condition how bad they will feel.....and i was afraid what if they won't send her back to me .....fear rushed in my veins but i could do nothing but accept the situation ....i left to my room ......i can't loose her ....her absense is making it hard for me to breath .......i just want her to be back.

after few days i asked jenny to call her ...because i was sure she won't pick up my call

i was scared to hell ....when jenny told me that her phone number is no longer in use .....i gave her number which she used in india ...but that too was out of service.......i was confused ......i called her parents .....and tried to be as normal as i could ......and my heart stopped a beat when her parents asked me "how is misha?"  .......she didn't go to them she is not here then where is she .....i tried to act as normal as i could and the moment the call is disconnected .....i rushed to her room and i was shocked to see the table next to her ....my heart was too heavy to breathe ......i couldn't take a step closer to her .....my eyes started dropping tear when i saw her mangalsutr and the divorce papers signed by her .....i fell on my knees ......she didn't went to her parents ......where did she go.....did she ....did she...commited a suicide ?......my heart was racing at high pace i couldn't control myself jenny was equally shocked she tried to calm me down but that is of no use ....i need to find her ....i called my secretary to find if any girl was admitted to the hospital 4-5 days back in all the hospitals of london.

i am rich and influencial person so it is easy to  get information i want.......i called some other person to get me list of all the people who booked flight from uk to india ........ i couldn't calm myself down ....i know i did a big mistake but she can't leave me like this she can kill me but she can't leave me ....i couldn't stop myself from crying.

next morning i went to her office and asked about her ....but they said she resigned .....last week .....i also asked her collegues if anybody  knows about her anything that can take me to her