Chapter Thirty Four Three Weeks Later
Sydney I’ve not left my house unless necessary. Not slept or eaten really since the first week. I went to graduation but that was mandatory. Dads been on call a lot so I stay in my room. I’m not sure what day it is. It doesn’t matter. I’m trying to pull it together but it’s harder then I thought. I’ve not spoken to anyone in weeks. They try. I can’t put in the effort. Jens body hasn’t been found yet. She wasn’t declared missing. They say she went back packing. I sit on my end and hug my knees staring out the window. I’m not sure what I’m looking for or if I’m really looking at all I just know this is the only way to shut my brain off for a while. I can’t even shower without leaving the curtain open and the door closed. I hate how scared I am. Paranoia may just really drive me nuts.
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