Henry I pace my room back and fourth for what feels like days. My sister and Gabriella are in her room watching movies I’d assume. Trying to move on. We all have to move on. There’s three days until graduation. I have a gnawing feeling though. One that won’t go away. I take my phone out to message Syd and put it down. I’m not sure what to say. All I know is she’s not okay. The reactions we got after our secrets wasn’t what I expected. Under different circumstances I’d say they would have been worse even. I’m tired but afraid to sleep. Hungry but to sick to eat. So I decide to take a shower. Collect myself as much as I can. It’ll take time to be normal but it’s something we’ll all have to work on for the sake of our lives. My mind drifts to Sydney as usual. I stand under the spray

