Part 13:
525 Words
Rex’s POV
With a tray of food on my hands, I decided to enter Sena's room again.
I want to see her reaction when she tasted what I cooked.
I wanna see her smile again. I'm enchanted every time her luscious red lips formed into a beautiful smile. Yes, I'm addicted to it.
Every time she smiled at me, my heart beats in fury as if I'm in a race.
I shrugged away my thoughts and opened her bedroom door.
I walk inside and chuckled with what I saw next.
As I entered Sena's room, I saw her tightly snuggling her pillow while sleeping peacefully.
I didn't notice that I'm already smiling just by mere looking at her.
I carefully put the tray on the bedside table.
Then I stepped forward, afterwards sat on the floor near her bed.
I moved my face just enough close to her. Not that far and not that much close.
I unconsciously bite my lower lip.
Dang! She's breath-takingly beautiful.
She looks like an angel even when she's asleep.
I'm certain that I'll never get tired of looking at her face for every damn day. I could watch her all day long and it's still not enough for me.
It may sound crazy and selfish but I want her mine. I want to feel her touch. I want to kiss her for any chance I get. I want to hug her tightly, to feel her warmth. I want to be the reason behind her smile. I want her to call my name all the time. I want to evade her thoughts. I want to own her heart. I want to be selfish of her.
But I'm afraid.
Fear is clouding my whole existence right now.
I'm afraid that one day will come that she will push me away. I'm afraid that when the moment she will know the truth about me she would just push me away or rather she would just turn her back on me.
I want to tell her everything but I just can't. She might hate me and I don't want that. I'll be gone insane if ever that happens.
I lay down on the small space of her bed. I'm facing her back right now. I want my Sena near me so I pulled and hug her closer to me.
I don't want to lose her. Not now. Not ever.
For the past weeks that I get to know her more I became more and more fond of her. Her presence is what I crave for.
Sena is my kryptonite. She's my greatest weakness. At the same time she is my happy pill. She bring back the genuine smile on my face.
I'm bad. I'm evil. I'm devilish.
But for once I want to be the right one, the right one for Sena.
I'm ashamed of what I did on the past because I know that it will be the main reason why the girl I like will leave me.
And I also knew that few more time and my feelings will eventually become deeper.
Time will come that I'll fall in love for the very first time. Even if it's forbidden I know I'll fall in love with this girl.
I know soon enough she will be Rex Vier Samaniego's downfall.
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