I wake up slowly.
Warm.
For one blissful, glorious second, I forget where I am.
Then I smell him.
Theo.
He doesn’t exactly smell clean. We both smell like we’ve been living in a concrete tomb for… honestly, I have no idea how long. Sweat, dirt, dried blood, dust. Not exactly the latest designer cologne.
And yet…
Beneath all of that is something that’s just… him.
Warm. Earthy. Masculine.
Dangerously comforting.
My cheek is pressed against his chest, and his arm is still draped over me like it belongs there.
I freeze.
What the hell am I doing?
He’s not holding me because he wants to.
He’s holding me because this bunker is freezing and apparently hypothermia is a terrible wingman.
That’s it.
Nothing more.
So then why am I still lying here?
Before I can stop myself, I breathe him in again.
Seriously, Willa?
Congratulations. You’ve officially lost your mind.
You’re trapped in an underground bunker, probably dehydrated, definitely traumatized, and your biggest concern right now is that the man you’re using as a human space heater smells really, really good.
Maybe this is what clinical insanity feels like.
Or maybe Theo has become something else.
An anchor.
Proof that this is real.
Proof that I’m still here.
Proof that I’m not completely alone.
My mind wanders somewhere it has absolutely no business going.
In another life…
Maybe I would’ve met him after a long shift at the hospital.
Some crowded bar with terrible music and overpriced drinks.
He’d be leaning against the counter with those ridiculous milk-chocolate brown eyes, pretending he wasn’t watching me while absolutely watching me.
Maybe I’d roll my eyes.
Maybe he’d smirk.
Maybe I’d flirt just enough to make him work for my number.
Maybe I’d have been the kind of woman who didn’t instinctively scan every room for the nearest exit.
The kind of woman who believed love wasn’t supposed to hurt.
The thought settles in my chest like a bruise.
I look up at him before I can stop myself.
Dark hair falls across his forehead. His jaw is rough with several days’ worth of stubble, and despite everything we’ve been through, he’s still… unfairly attractive.
Life is rude like that.
When I cleaned his wounds, I’d had no choice but to cut open his shirt.
I’d tried very hard to focus on the blood.
Not on the broad shoulders.
Not on the hard lines of muscle beneath my hands.
Not on the warmth of his skin.
Turns out I deserve an Academy Award for that performance.
Heat creeps into my cheeks.
Get it together, Wilhelmina.
I shift, hoping to ignore the flutter low in my stomach.
Bad idea.
Now I’m painfully aware of every place we’re touching.
His arm around my waist.
My hand resting against his ribs.
The steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath my cheek.
It’s ridiculous.
We’re kidnapped.
Sleeping on concrete.
Probably haven’t showered in days.
And somehow…
This is the safest I’ve felt in years.
That realization scares me more than the bunker ever could.
I tell myself to move.
To put some space between us.
To remember that this man is practically a stranger.
My body has other ideas.
His heartbeat is slow and steady beneath my cheek. Every breath he takes lifts me with it before settling me back against him. His warmth wraps around me like a blanket, chasing away the chill that has settled into my bones for days.
This is survival, I remind myself.
So why does it feel like so much more?
I tilt my head just enough to look at him.
Even asleep, Theo wears that same guarded expression, like some part of him refuses to let go. Dark lashes rest against his cheeks. A lock of hair has fallen over his forehead, and the stubble along his jaw has grown in enough to soften the hard lines of his face.
It’s unfair.
Kidnapped, exhausted, bruised…
…and somehow he’s still beautiful.
I let out the quietest laugh.
“Really?” I whisper to myself. “This is the guy your hormones pick? The emotionally unavailable human furnace?”
My lips twitch.
Perfect.
If I survive this, I’ll have to explain to my therapist that I developed a crush while being held captive.
She’ll probably charge me extra.
The smile fades as quickly as it came.
Because this isn’t just a crush.
The way he looks at me like my life matters.
No one has ever looked at me like that.
Not once.
My fingers curl lightly into the fabric of his shirt before I realize what I’m doing.
I should let go.
I don’t.
Instead, I find myself wondering what it would feel like if this weren’t a bunker.
If there weren’t men upstairs deciding whether we lived or died.
If he chose to hold me because he wanted to or if it out of survival.
The thought steals the air from my lungs.
I close my eyes, trying to push it away.
Instead, it settles somewhere deep inside me, warm and impossible to ignore.
For the first time in years, wanting someone doesn’t feel frightening.
It feels like hope.
Then Theo stirs, his arm tightening around me for the briefest second before his eyes begin to open.
And suddenly, I’m very aware that I’m still in his arms. My heart is pounding, and I have absolutely no idea how to explain the look on my face.
My breath catches.
His arm tightens around me for the briefest second, and I freeze.
Please don’t wake up.
His brow furrows, a sleepy breath escapes him, and then…
Nothing.
He’s still asleep.
I let out the breath I’d been holding and sink back against him, equal parts relieved and disappointed.
“Good,” I whisper to myself. “Because that would’ve been humiliating.”
The corner of my mouth lifts.
Here I am, lying against the most attractive man I’ve ever met, mentally undressing him while he sleeps.
Fantastic.
I’ve officially reached the captivity-induced insanity stage.
My therapist would have a field day with this.
I tell myself to move.
I don’t.
Instead, I let myself steal one more moment.
One more heartbeat.
One more breath of air that smells like him.
The warmth spreading through me has nothing to do with body heat anymore.
It starts somewhere beneath my ribs, blooming slowly until it reaches every corner of me. My pulse flutters, my thoughts growing hazy as I imagine what it would be like in another life.
I slowly reach a hand down to touch myself, careful to keep my hips still so I don't wake Theo beside me. The concrete floor is freezing beneath us, but my body is burning. I slip my fingers under the black silky lingerie, finding myself already slick with arousal. It's insane, we're trapped in this basement, but fear and adrenaline have twisted into something primal and desperate.
I circle my c**t slowly, biting my lip to stay quiet. My p***y is throbbing, aching to be filled, and I squeeze my thighs together around my hand, searching for more pressure. My breathing becomes heavy as I work myself, my fingers sliding through my wetness. I can feel how swollen I am, how ready. I need to stop before I start grinding against him, before I do something completely reckless with this stranger.
I pull my hand back and try to settle into sleep when I hear a husky voice cut through the darkness.
"Why did you stop?"
I freeze, mortification flooding through me. Oh god. He was awake. He felt me.
I turn slightly and see him in the dim light, and there's no hiding his reaction. His c**k is straining against his pants, a thick, obvious bulge that makes my mouth go dry. Instead of judgment in his eyes, I see raw hunger. He reaches toward me, silently asking permission, and I nod yes.
He takes my hand and sucks my fingers into his mouth. His hand slide up my thighs, rough and deliberate, massaging the tense muscles. I open my legs for him, and his fingers find the wet spot on my underwear, pressing against it. "f**k, you're soaked," he breathes. He pushes the fabric aside and his fingers slide through my folds, gathering my wetness before finding my c**t. I gasp as he circles it, his touch confident despite not knowing my body.
"Please," I whisper, not even sure what I'm begging for.
He tries to roll on top of me, but the moment his weight shifts, he hisses in pain. His ribs, I don’t doubt he taken beatings before I showed up, the bruises covering his torso. Without hesitation, I push him back down and climb on top, straddling his hips. My hands work frantically at his pants, freeing his c**k. It springs up, thick and hard, the head flushed and glistening with precum.
I position myself over him, one hand wrapped around his shaft to guide him. I'm so wet that when I sink down, he slides in easily despite his size. The stretch is delicious, filling me completely, and we both groan at the sensation. I take him inch by inch until I'm fully seated on his lap, his c**k buried deep inside me.
"Jesus Christ," he gasps, his hands flying to my hips. "You feel incredible."
I start to move slowly, rolling my hips, adjusting to the fullness. His c**k drags against my inner walls with each movement, hitting spots that make my toes curl. I brace my hands on his chest, careful to avoid his injuries, and begin to ride him with a gentle rhythm. Up and down, slow and deliberate, savoring every sensation.
His hands guide my hips, helping me find the perfect angle. When I lean forward slightly, his c**k hits that spot inside me that makes me see stars. "Right there," I moan. "Don't stop."
I pick up the pace gradually, my breasts bouncing with each movement. He reaches up to cup them, his thumbs brushing over my n*****s, and the added stimulation makes me clench around him. I can feel every ridge, every vein of his c**k as I slide up and down on him.
"You're so tight," he groans. "So f*****g perfect."
The vulnerability of the moment, his injuries, my care for him, our mutual desperation, makes everything feel more intense. I watch his face as I ride him, seeing the pleasure mixed with relief that we can have this, that we can feel something good despite everything. Our bodies move together, finding a rhythm that's both tender and passionate.
My c**t rubs against his pelvis with each downward stroke, and the pressure builds steadily. I'm getting close, my movements becoming more urgent. "I'm going to come," I gasp.
"Come for me," he commands, his fingers digging into my hips hard enough to bruise. "Let me feel you Wilhelmina."
His words push me over the edge. My orgasm crashes through me, my p***y clenching rhythmically around his c**k as waves of pleasure roll through my body. He follows immediately, his c**k pulsing inside me as he fills me with his c*m, groaning my name. .
"f**k, Willla, f**k"
I collapse onto his chest, both of us breathing hard, his c**k still twitching inside me. His c*m is leaking out around his shaft, mixing with my own wetness, and I can feel it dripping down my thighs.
We lie there for a moment, our breathing gradually slowing, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on my back. But I can feel it, that familiar heat still simmering beneath my skin, unsatisfied despite what we just shared. I shift slightly, and I feel him twitch inside me, already starting to harden again.
"Again?" he whispers, his voice rough with desire and disbelief.
"I need more," I breathe against his neck.
Before I can move, he's pulling out of me, and I whimper at the loss. But then his hands are on my hips, rough and demanding, flipping me over onto my hands and knees on the cold concrete. The chill bites into my palms and knees, but I don't care. I arch my back, presenting myself to him.
"f**k, look at you," he growls behind me. I feel his hand slide between my legs, his fingers pushing through the mixture of our c*m leaking out of me. "So f*****g messy. So ready for more."
He positions himself behind me, and I feel the thick head of his c**k pressing against my entrance. He's still slick with our combined fluids, and when he thrusts forward, he buries himself to the hilt in one hard stroke. I cry out at the sudden fullness, so much deeper in this position.
"That's it," he grunts, pulling back and slamming in again. "Take it."
His hand tangles in my hair, gathering it into a makeshift ponytail. He pulls gently at first, then harder, using it to control my movements. The sharp tug on my scalp sends electricity down my spine, mixing pain with pleasure in a way that makes me even wetter.
He sets a brutal pace, his hips slapping against my ass with each thrust. The sound echoes in the basement, wet, obscene, primal. His c**k drives into me again and again, hitting deeper than before, and I can't hold back my moans.
"Louder," he demands, pulling my hair harder. "I want to hear you."
"f**k! Oh god, f**k me harder!" I cry out, past caring about anything except the feeling of him pounding into me.
He pulls me up by my hair until my back is pressed against his chest, his arm wrapping around my waist to hold me in place. His other hand slides up to cup my breast roughly, pinching my n****e. His c**k drives up into me at this new angle, and I'm completely at his mercy.
"You like being f****d like this?" he growls in my ear, his breath hot against my neck. "Like a stranger using your p***y?"
"Yes! God, yes!" I'm beyond shame, beyond thought. I reach down to rub my c**t frantically as he continues to thrust up into me.
"Such a dirty girl," he pants. "Taking my c**k so well. Begging for more."
His words, the rough treatment, the way he's using my body—it's all too much. My second orgasm builds faster than the first, coiling tight in my belly. His hand leaves my breast to wrap around my throat, not squeezing, just holding, claiming.
"Come on my c**k," he commands. "Now."
I shatter, my p***y clamping down on him so hard I see stars. My legs shake, and if he wasn't holding me up, I'd collapse. He f***s me through it, prolonging my pleasure until I'm sobbing with the intensity.
"f**k, I'm going to—" he groans, and then he's coming too, his c**k pulsing as he fills me again, even more c*m flooding my already-dripping p***y. He releases my hair and we both collapse forward onto the concrete, him still buried inside me, both of us shaking and gasping for air.
His c*m leaks out around his softening c**k, running down my thighs in thick streams. We're a mess—sweaty, sticky, completely spent. And as we lie there in the cold basement, two strangers who just f****d like animals, I can't bring nmyself to regret a single second of it.