He Called Me Gorgeous. Disaster Engagement Series Book 2

Episode 8

She stood up and wiggled her way around the table and Harry her body guard followed her as she went to the ladies room. I was really drunk and decided that this was my opportunity to get her on her own but to my surprise Tommy must have had the same idea. I couldn't believe it when I realized that he was following her. He was a few steps in front of me but when I caught up with him I grabbed his arm and he stopped in his tracks. “You Alright Fran mate?" he asked with smirk and I wanted to punch the cockney bastard. “What are you playing at?" I asked “same thing as you" he said with a smile. “What do you mean?” I asked “Calm down Fran, I just want to get to know Lydia a bit better.” I had never heard such bullshit in my life. “You think you’re going to get to know her by following her to the toilet?” He shrugged his shoulders. I had to calm myself down because at the end of the day Tommy and I were mates and I had never told him how I felt about her so maybe he didn’t release. “Don’t be jealous Fran, she’s a stunning girl.” So obviously he did know how I felt about her. I stood in front of him and we were nose to nose. “Stay the f**k away from her or I will cut your balls off" I was fuming with him but I didn’t want a punch up with him in a public place. He wasn’t backing down and he stood his ground “that might work on the Big Man, but it won’t work on me. I f*****g want her" I had chased away a million guys over the years and he was no different. “You don't have a chance with her Tommy so back off." I was just pointing out the obvious to him but he wasn’t buying it. The bottom line was nothing would ever happen between them because of all the s**t she had been through with Stefan and he didn’t know her the way I did and he never would. “what are you saying Fran? What you really think you have a chance with her? Have a word with yourself mate, I'll wait and strike at the right time and she won't know what's hit her" he walked away with that same stupid smirk on his face. An overwhelming feeling of panic washed over me. Maybe she did like him, after all she loved him in London Streets so maybe he did have a chance with her. My panic turned into pure adrenaline and I knew I had to speak to her before he did. I ran along the corridor just in time to see her go into the ladies bathroom and I rushed by Harry her security guard. I came up behind her and pushed her into a cubicle and locked the door behind us. "Fran what are you doing?" She asked with a giggle and this was it, it was now or never “Lydia.... I’m in love with you and I have been for years" I was looking her straight in the eye and I had her trapped. She couldn't laugh it off or walk away, she had to either tell me to f**k off or say she wants me too. "Fran what are you saying?" she said shyly "I'm saying I want you" She looked shocked and then she said "oh Francis" She wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek. I got the impression that she wasn’t really getting the seriousness of what I was saying. “I mean it Gorgeous, I love you and I need you to know that I want us to be together.” She looked me dead in the eye and said “I love you too Francis” This was it, this was the best moment of my life. I looked down at her face and I could tell that she wasn't kidding, she was biting her bottom lip and stroking my chest "I love you Fran but you just love me like a sister" she said with a sad look on her face. She made me smile, this was hilarious, how could she think that. "Lydia the whole world knows that I'm in love with you. You’re the only person that doesn't believe it" She c****d her head to one side "really Francis?" She asked and I couldn’t hold back any longer and that’s when I tried to kiss her but she turned away "don't, you'll smudge my red lipstick" She said but I could tell she was teasing me “let's go back to the hotel" I said. I knew that I was being pushy but I had waited for years to hear her say she wanted me and I couldn’t let anything stand in my way. “No I'm a good girl, I don't do stuff like go to boys hotel rooms with them" she said with a really sexy smile and batted her eyelashes. “anyway I'm engaged remember?" She said with a giggle “How can I forget? I think you and I should get married, I will make an honest woman of you before I take you back to the hotel and f**k you all night" she let out another little giggle "ok Fran, if that's what you want and if you’re my husband I won't mind smudging my lipstick all over your c**k" she went onto her tiptoes and licked my lips. I had never been so turned on in my life. "Let's do it then, we passed loads of places on the way here" she started to giggle "Franco you’re drunk" she said as she shook her head "So are you! Let’s do it Gorgeous. I want to be with you forever" I grabbed her before she could answer me and headed outside. Harry was following us and I told him to call for the limo to collect us. When the car arrived we went outside the club and there were fans every where. Harry pushed through them and managed to get us into the car. I told Harry to stop at the first wedding chapel and he gave me a look like he thought I was nuts but he just nodded his head and then he got into the front seat next to the driver. When the car slowly worked it’s way through the crowds of people I dragged her onto my knee and I took her face with both hands. I wasn't going to let her turn away this time. And I kissed her. I was kissing Lydia and I felt like my heart was going to pound out of my chest. I’d waited so long to kiss her and now she was in my arms and I was the happiest I'd ever been. I was gentle to begin with and she was kissing me back, she was so sweet. She brushed her lips against mine and then she began to deepen our kiss. She was so hot and I could feel my hard on strain against my trousers. I shifted to get comfortable and pressed against her. Then out of no where she sat up and straddled me and I honestly thought that I was going to come there and then. Then she put her hand down and started to stroke my d**k over my trousers. I was breathless because she was so sexy "Oh Francis" she whispered against my lips. Every time she said my name my balls would tingle. "I want you inside me" she said and it was the sexiest thing I as ever heard. The limo stoped and we went into the little white chapel. She chose a white vail and some flowers and a small gold wedding band. We walked up the aisle together and I couldn't keep my hands off her. We could hardly stand up straight because we were both a bit drunk. The Elvis impersonator was trying to get through the ceremony and she had her arms around my neck. She was kissing me passionately and whispering in my ear. "I want you Francis, tell him to hurry up, I want you in the limo" the poor guy didn’t know where to look. “I now pronounce you man and wife you may kiss the bride" he said and I grabbed her and swung her round and tipped her back "I love you Lydia" she smiled "I love you more Francis" she said with a huge smile. Then she turned and threw the bouquet of flowers over her head and Harry caught them. We staggered out of the chapel and into the limo. The hotel was close but I could wait till I got her upstairs to the hotel room. I had waited years for this and I could wait five more minutes. We kissed the whole journey then she pulled away and stroked my face and said “you are the best kisser ever” as if she was surprised. I carried her over the threshold and she giggled when I threw her onto my bed. I quickly took off my jacket and crawled up the bed towards her and she looked just as turned on as me. Her long hair was spread out over the pillows and her tight white dress showed ever curve of her perfect body. I kissed her deeply then ran my hand all the way up her smooth tanned leg up under her dress. I hadn’t forgotten that she wasn't wearing any underwear, her bare smooth little p***y was wet and ready and I slipped two fingers inside her and rubbed her c**t with my thumb. I sat up and watched her face as she squirmed with pleasure. I had always wanted to see her like this and she was just as sexy as I dreamed she would be. “You’re making me come." She said as she turned her head away from me and let out a whimper then almost shouted my name "Francis" as I felt her convulse around my fingers. I felt ten feet tall. I had the girl of my dreams in my bed and I could make her come. I felt invincible. I stroked her beautiful face and ran my finger tips along her gorgeous lips. "You are perfect Lydia" she batted her eyelashes, and gently kissed my fingers "I want you Francis” This was what I needed to hear. I wasn't going any further until she said it and I was ecstatic. She pulled her dress over her head and she was totally naked and I thought that my heart had stopped beating, she was perfect. I ran my hands over her perfect t**s, I had always fantasized about her and this was my chance to do every dirty thing I had dreamed about with her but I didn't know were to start. She started to undo my trousers and pushed them and my boxers down just a little. She reached down and gently started to stroke my d**k and it felt like heaven. I looked down as she was doing it and I looked massive in her tiny hand. She aligned my d**k up with her p***y and she gasped as I thrust into her. I repeated the trust over and over to stretch her out because she felt so tight. The heat from her was fantastic and I hadn't had s*x without a condom in years. There was always some silly b***h that would love to trap you with a kid and the type of girls I banged I wouldn't put it past them to have STDs but with gorgeous I knew she wasn't like that, she was a good girl. I bucked my hips into her and it had never felt this good before. She had her legs wrapped around my waist and she slipped her hand down between us and she started to play with my balls as I was easing in and out of her. The mix of pure joy, no condom and her being the sexiest woman on the planet got too much for me and I could feel the build up of my impending orgasam and she must have sensed it to "Francis you’re making me come again I want you to come baby" she said and I let go with a grunt. I grabbed the back of her head and fisted her hair as I spilled everything I had into her. She was screaming my name as we came at the same time. It was like we had shared one huge wave of pleasure. She turned her face to meet mines and kissed me passionately and I was still inside her "was that good Gorgeous?” She just smiled and closed her eyes. “I’ve never felt anything like that before, it was amazing Francis” she said and she was right, that was a first for me too and it felt so intimate and intense and I didn’t want it to end. The fact that we had simultaneously orgasmed had to mean something. I had never felt anything like it and it showed that we were meant for each other. I pulled out of her and pulled up my boxers. I lay on top of her kissing her and it felt so right to be with her. I started to think about what everyone was going to say when we broke the news that we are together as a proper couple. I was kissing down her neck and along her shoulders and I was getting more and more excited when I noticed she wasn’t hugging me back any more “Gorgeous are you ok?" She slightly opened her eyes and said "yeah I need some sleep" I took off my t shirt "here put this on Gorgeous, I don't want you to get cold" she sat up and I slipped it over her head. I had to drag her arms through because she was like a rag doll. She lay back again and looked like she was totally passed out. "Gorgeous are you ok?” I asked. But she didn’t answer “Lydia open your eyes!" I shouted at her, I was starting to panic. I didn't realise she was so wasted. "Lydia wake up are you ok?" She opened her eyes a little, "what are you doing here Fran? I need to sleep" she closed her eyes again. What the f**k had I done? Had I really just taken advantage of her? She would never forgive me for this, not after everything she's been through. But she said she wanted me, that had to mean something. But I knew when she woke up and remembered what happened between us that she was going to think that I took advantage of her and that I had r***d her. She would never speak to me again and I would lose her forever. I put a blanket over her and I sat at the bottom of the bed with my head in my hands. I had been drunk myself surely she would understand. All I could hear was her gently breathing. I looked at her face and she was beautiful. How could I have done this to her? I got up and went over to the mini bar. I had to drink myself stupid. I downed miniatures and sat on the bed watching her sleep. She looked so peaceful how could I have been so stupid to have believed that she would want me? I'm not good enough for her. After a couple of hours I passed out drunk. I woke up and she was still asleep and I thought I was going to die. I jumped up onto my feet and ran to the bathroom to be sick. As I came out she was awake and she looked confused. She looked so cute in the morning and it broke my heart that this might be the last time I seen her like this. She rubbed her head and then she asked if anything had happened between us and I was shocked. I had been trying to prepare myself for her waking up and having it out with me. I sat on the bottom of the bed trying to figure out how I was going to explain it to her. But I had to ask myself did she really not remember or was she just saying that so that we didn't need to talk about it. "Are you being serious?" I asked. She looked genuinely confused and only had to look into her beautiful eyes to know that she wasn’t lying and she couldn't remember anything. I assured her that nothing had happened. She seemed relieved but I felt sick again. I think the mix of drinking all night and nerves had got the better of me. I rushed into the bathroom to throw up. She came in after me with a bottle of water. She was so cute with her hair a mess. I wanted her so badly I had been overjoyed the night before that she had wanted me back but now I felt like someone had kicked the s**t out of me. "Would it have been the worst thing in the world if we would have shagged?” I asked because I wanted to see her reaction. She looked shocked and said we were just friends. I felt like my life had ended. Then she dropped the bomb that she wasn’t on the pill. So not only had I taken advantage of her when she was drunk but I hadn't even been carful when I was doing it. I was just obsessed with making her mines that I had thrown caution to the wind. She went through to her own bedroom and I got changed and I managed to pull myself together and head out for breakfast. The boys were all there and they were taking the piss out of us for getting married. I pretended not to remember either but inside I was heartbroken. After breakfast Chris and I decided to hit the bar down stairs at the hotel because I needed to speak to someone about all this and I knew couldn't trust the Big Man or Tommy. "Listen Chris last night...." he interrupted me as he sipped his pint “did you sleep with Lydia?" "Yes, how did you know? " he rolled his eyes “I could tell by your face this morning something had happened. You must be on cloud nine mate” He was really excited for me but he could tell by my reaction that I wasn’t on cloud nine, I was up s**t creek. “What’s wrong Franco? You’ve waited years for this but you look miserable” I had to tell him the truth “We got married and had s*x and it was amazing, I mean really amazing mate but I didn't realise how drunk she was until after it and she woke up this morning and didn't know what had happened and now I'm shitting myself that she remembers" he put his pint down and stared straight through me “what do you mean she can’t remember it? Who can’t remember having s*x? Unless she was totally s**t faced” his face turned into a scowl “What are you saying Franco? Are you telling me that you took advantage of her? Fran what the f**k were you thinking?” He was furious with me and I couldn’t blame him. “I was just so happy and I didn’t notice how drunk she was. I feel terrible" "you look terrible, I've never seen you this hung over. Just explain to her that you were really drunk too and maybe she will understand" I shook my head "except that I wasn't as drunk as her. Ok I was pissed, but after she fell asleep I got stuck into the mini bar. That's why I'm in such a state today" he rubbed his face "Jesus Fran" I knew it sounded bad and I knew that if Chris was reacting like this there was no way I could ever tell anyone else. I knew I had done the wrong thing and I couldn’t lose her from my life “I swear to god Chris I didn't realise how drunk she was until afterwards" Chris seemed deep in thought for a moment then he said “ok mate I believe you, but you have to tell her” but that was the last thing I wanted to do “I can't tell her, she will never speak to me again" he nodded his head "but if she remembers on her own you’re f****d mate" I put my head in my hands. This was a mess and I didn’t know what to do. “She said she loved me and then she woke up this morning back to us being best mates, I'm heart broken" I sat there felling sorry for myself but the truth was although I loved her I was in the wrong and that was something I wasn’t sure I could live with. The guilt was already too much for me to deal with and I knew I had to tell her the truth.

A few hours passed and I sat outside by the pool drinking on my own because Chris had went upstairs to call Carmela and I didn’t want to see anyone. The more drunk I got the worse I felt. I couldn't go up stairs to face Lydia because I felt too guilty. After a while it was dark outside and I was pretty drunk and the Big Man came down to meet me. I had been dreading seeing him because of how pissed off he looked when Chris had been taking the piss out of us for getting married. “you alright Franco? you look like s**t” There was no way I could tell him what had happened “I feel like s**t" I said. He sat down next to me and ordered himself a drink. “So what happened last night between you and Lydia?” He looked like he was scared to ask me and there was no way I was going to tell him the whole truth. “The wedding was just a joke" a smile creeped onto his face “I'm sorry mate" he said “no you’re not" I snapped and he laughed loudly “no I'm not" he said with a grin. At least he was being honest with me. "I've blown it with her big time" I said. I was feeling really sorry for myself when he said "well if it makes you feel any better I've blown it with her too" I must admit that it did make me feel a little better and I couldn’t wait to hear what he had done, although I knew it could never be as bad as what I had done to her. “what did you do?” I asked pretending to be concerned for him “well this morning after breakfast I invited two birds up for a threesome, Lydia walked in and caught me sneaking about. Anyway she wasn't bothered, then I started to try and get a bit flirty with her and she looked totally uncomfortable. I don't know what I was thinking but I’d had a few pints with breakfast and she looked so good. She must think I'm a s*x pest" He looked as bad as I felt, but the only person I felt sorry for was Lydia because she had put up with a lot of s**t from us over the years but this was getting out of hand. “Do you know what Big Man? We are a pair of arseholes" he laughed and nodded. Since our agreement that we could both go after her had started we had both seriously f****d up our chances with her and I just hoped that there was a way back from it all. After a couple of hours Tommy arrived at the pool and he couldn’t even look at me. I felt bad for the run in we’d had the night before, but the bottom line was I had to put him in his place and I just hoped that he had took my threat to stay away from her seriously. “Chris and Lydia wanted me to tell you both that they’ve went back to London" he said with a scowl. “They’ve what? Why did they go home? What happened" Asked the Big Man as he jumped to his feet. I could tell that the Big Man was shitting himself. He looked at me for an answer but I just stared at Tommy. I was waiting for him to say that Lydia had remembered what had happened between us and that she had ran away but instead he said "I'm not sure why, but they’ve gone, I'm on the next flight myself, I need to get back” I was relieved but I didn’t want him to leave on bad terms so I thought I better apologize to him "Listen Tommy... I'm sorry about last night, I shouldn't have been so aggressive...I was a d**k" he shrugged his shoulders "don't be daft I was drunk, I shouldn't have went after her, any way see you guys back in London" He shook my hand and patted the Big Man on the back and left. The Big Man waited for Tommy to be out of ear shot before he asked "why do you think she's run away?" I couldn’t tell him it was because of me, so I blamed it on both of us. “why do you think mate?" I threw my phone at the ground it smashed. She had obviously remembered what had happened and now she hates me I thought to myself. What the f**k was I going to do? “Do you think I scared her earlier. s**t I need to see her we should get the flight home with Tommy " said the Big Man in a panic. But I couldn’t go home and face her yet so I had to stall him. “We can't go home, we've got loads of work on we need to stay here, anyway you know what she like she runs away so she has time to calm down" I just hoped that she had calmed down by the time we got back.

Chapter 16

I went for a lie down after breakfast because I was ill from all the alcohol I had drank since we had got to Vegas. Fran and Chris decided to go to the bar and I wondered how Fran could face another drink because I thought I was dying. Tommy and the Big Man went down stairs to the casino. I know Tommy had started off as Fran’s mate but I liked that he had became friends with the Big Man whilst they had been away filming. They both loved to gamble and they hadn’t had a chance to get onto the tables in the casino since we had arrived and Tommy looked excited as he left our suite after breakfast. When I woke up I heard the Big Man’s voice in the hallway. I stuck my head out to say hello and I was surprised to see him taking two blonde women into his bedroom. I stood at he door in disbelief. When he spotted me he said "I will be with you in a minute ladies" and the woman went into his bedroom. “What are you doing?" I asked as he came towards me “What am I doing? What do you think I'm doing Gorgeous?" He said with a cheeky smile. I had actually thought that he was starting to have feelings for Stacey but it turns out that it was just s*x between them. I felt for her but I was staying out of it. "Oh ok I will go out and give you some privacy" he gave me a sexy smile "you know there's plenty of room in there for you if you fancy joining in" I let out a big laugh "no thanks honey but that's the best offer I've had in a long time" He was giving me a really sexy smile but I could tell that he was drunk. “I can give you a better offer than that Gorgeous, why don't I tell those two girls to f**k off and I ‘ll show you a good time instead." everything south of my waist tingled, it was the most male chauvinist thing I'd ever heard but it had me totally turned on for some reason but I just laughed it off “Oh I would big man but I'm a married woman now" I said with a sly smile "no body has to know Gorgeous” wow was he being serious because I was starting to pant a little. He looked just as turned on as me. “It could be our secret, I'd show you a better time than your husband" One of the blondes interrupted our conversation "hey, hurry up" but he didn't take his eyes off me "I'm sorry why don't you and your friend go I've had a better offer" I could have melted on the spot because he was so sexy but this was so wrong, this was the Big Man! He was my childhood friend and he was seeing my flat mate and I was interrupting a threesome with two prostitutes so it was hardly romantic. It was actually laughable…