Chapter 40
You do a lot of crazy stuff when you feel unloved, especially as a child. That was base from my experience, I was invisible if it weren’t for my achievements that made my dad proud and saw something in me. I was so crazy in actually doing something that would make him proud… because that’s the only time I feel loved by him… aside from the maids who took care of me growing up, my mother figure was Mia who was cruel to me.
She would lock me to a room where I would cry and scream pleading her to let me out but she wouldn’t, then she pretend like a good mother when dad was present. I wasn’t able to say things to him because she was in my mind saying that my dad wouldn’t believe me… because I wasn’t his legal daughter nor family…. he would believe them and if ever I say a word, he
