Chapter 41 The loud thunderstorm mimicking my heart… cracking loud and aching… wanting to let out the pain… tears streaming along with the heavy rain. The night was filled with darkness and sadness… along side with me. The shower of rain hitting my face here in the balcony but I couldn’t care less.. a little water sprinkled on me is nothing compared to the feeling of loss and anger, that I’m feeling right now. Stress after stress, problem after problem. Isabella that kind of effect in my life that makes me just want to lock the heck out of her… but other than Isabella I heard a horrifying news that I don’t know how to take. I don’t know how I would react nor how to feel with the phone call I received from mom. “I don’t know what to do anymore, Viv. I hate to see her like this.” “I

