At the first sight
-- That was the first time I saw him. Now I think if it wasn't for that kind of chance, maybe the whole life, we would never have crossed paths.
Dragging a simple luggage out of the door, a silver Big Ben outside the community, is publicized some, to be in line with the personality of friends. Yes, I was met by one of my very good friends, Xu Qing. Xu is the relationship of personality, rarely will take the initiative to show enthusiasm and friendship, but it happened to the appetite of the big miss Xu Qing.
Our relationship is so good that many classmates and friends can only be described as miraculous. A proud publicizing rich girl and a clear cold smart woman, such a combination, really does not match, difficult for everyone so many years of hard meditation can not be resolved. Honestly, we can't quite figure it out ourselves. Anyway, cast the fate, so many years of friendship, such a love, I am afraid that many Cousins are not to come.
Xu Qing stood outside the car door, talking to the man sitting in the cab. You've been waiting a while. If Xu Qing really is a beauty ah. Ten people who knew Xu Qing, nine said she was proud, but they could not refute her fault. Family status, ability, looks is no word, is the kind of beauty in the public sense, small face big eyes, thick eyebrows and red lips, long hair flying, coupled with her own maintenance and makeup is a hobby, taste is also superior, a stop on the road is also scenery.
Unlike myself, everything is light, even the five features are light, think of Xu Qing often joke with me: your personality is ten with your looks. I just thought, when your parents were little, they must have been worried that they would wipe your facial features away.
In response to her always a burst of laughter, and often after laughing, Xu Qing would always sigh at me for a while: "Qing Yan, when I am with others, it is as good to let go as I do." Always acting like a dull man. Make everyone think, we two together, always you accommodate me, only I know, you that stubborn temper, only I let you share. Wrong, really too wrong."
In the face of the sighing Xu Qing, all I can do is to accompany the smiling face. What else can you do? It's not that you don't know yourself. Outsiders always look like a good bully, but also difficult to Xu Qing this personality, there is always to accommodate me.
Xu Qing turned her head and saw me with a small suitcase. She came quickly and took over the suitcase in my hand. Her boyfriend also poked his head out of the car and waved his hand to say hello. Nice man, worthy of Xu Qing, at least in my opinion.
See their friends can find their own happiness, is very happy for her. A few years ago, Xu Qing in order to hurt, choose to go away from home. Not love dearly, not complain, at that time, I always feel that she is not brave enough, but I do not expect that today actually made the same choice. God forbid.
Xu Qing put my small luggage into the trunk, turned to me and asked: "Qing Yan, do you really think well this time?"
He sighed and nodded, "Yeah."
"No regrets?" Xu Qing confirmed with me again.
I still nodded. In fact, this dialogue is very familiar, a few years ago at the airport, I also asked Xu Qing, it is afraid of her sad, afraid of her regret, but more afraid of her back, long pain is not as short pain, the simplest truth, who understands. I think Xu Qing asked me the same mood today.
Good answer obviously let Xu Qing very satisfied, smiled at me, "then go."
This is not a long journey, and it is not a permanent trip, but a journey that has been planned for a long time. Today was supposed to be the day he made an appointment with both parents to discuss the details of the marriage, I left, but today's meeting will not be canceled.
Yeah, the one he used to be, the day he set up a meeting between his parents, and the day the NTH mistress came to me for a showdown. All these years. Why bother? ! It's not like we haven't fought, it's not like we've been apart. Only this time it's really done a little more decisively. Since that seat beside him, so many people are fighting for it, then I will completely let it out.
I think that she will appear in front of his parents today, he should be like, like again and again, in our already riddled feelings on the worse. Ah, speaking of this relationship, it is impossible not to hurt, the so-called deep love, the so-called everlasting, has long been worn clean by time.
To drag it out for so long, to say it's because of love is really pretentious. Reluctant to be true, after all, it has been so many years, but a long time ago has nothing to do with love. For him, these years of entanglement, if it is really said that love, I feel ridiculous. If true love, how will be willing to hurt all the time. The end is still do not understand love, do not blame him, only blame meet too early, misunderstood love.
It's not that I didn't give him a chance. I sent him a message a few days ago and wanted to talk to him. The result is nothing, the mobile phone has been in a state of shutdown, called the company to say that a business trip. What an excuse. What a reason. At times like these, he must be somewhere on Earth holding a new love, oblivious to himself. Didn't even bother to change the excuse. Who's to blame? ! I only blame myself for repeatedly ignoring, repeatedly pretending to be stupid, conniving.
Expecting to wait for the situation, he is not able to explain to his parents. So what? ! What does that have to do with me? ! All these years, he is wayward, also let me wayward once. No more. Just this once.
I'm afraid, today's situation he can not clean up, will come to me. I always think there's something wrong with a decision like this. Just Xu Qing called over, did not hold back, put this crazy idea, told her. As a result, it's hard to go back.
In Xu Qing's words, "Still afraid of him, he has that face is good." Have, your temperament, I can not know, so I just want to travel with Zhenghua. You're coming with us. Look who he's messing with. By the time we get back, it'll be over. I don't feel like it anymore. Listen to me. It's time to stop talking to each other." This is Xu Qing's temperament - love is love all, break to break clear. That's good. I appreciate it.
Because of the hasty decision, the time was very tight, and I did not apply for a passport before, which hindered Xu Qing's trip abroad and forcibly turned into a trip to Sichuan. They get plenty of chances to go abroad anyway. It doesn't hurt. However, if I knew that an earthquake almost destroyed that place, I think I must have looked at those scenery more carefully at that time and reflected it into my heart.
On the car, a little surprised, there is still a person in the car. See me sit in, turn your head, a little bit, say hello. Then, without waiting for me to reciprocate, he turned back and continued to sit in the passenger seat, fiddling with the iphone in his hand.
Can be called a glimpse, I clearly saw the man's black and white clear peach eyes, handsome features. From the point of view of dress and dress, it should be Xu Qing's circle, from the point of view of attitude and aura, at least it should be the leader of that circle. That circle I never thought to dissolve into, if not Xu Qing, it is even the intersection will not have. So I don't mind if it's not very polite.
Xu Qing got on the car and sat next to me in the back seat. Maybe she had not seen the front seat before and said hello to me and introduced us again. "That's Zhenghua's friend, Lin Annan. Annan, this is my friend Jiang Qingyan."
When it is a man of status, even if he is impatient, he still turns his head, yes, he is impatient, and his eyes clearly write the word "trouble". Just this "trouble" has nothing to do with me, really in a bad mood, I do not believe that anyone can be worse than my mood at this moment.
Can not brush Xu Qing's face, also out of politeness, I smiled as a greeting. The man in the front seat, Lin Annan, nodded his head again in response. And then you go back to making too much money and doing your own thing.
This is our first acquaintance, the first greeting. It was also the first time I knew that if life only meets for the first time, even if it is beautiful, it may be just a legend...