CHAPTER 19: Illusion “I don’t want to see your face,” he said, “because I might hope again that our love would be written with no tears and deaths and bloodsheds. You’re killing me inside, and at the same time, making me alive, baby.” I couldn’t sleep at all. Sadyang ayaw yata akong dapuan ng antok ngayon. Gising na gising ang diwa ko at iniisip ang mga sinabi ni Magnus. He has a problem, and I, probably, added a burden to him. With deep heart, I sighed, but it did nothing to help me ease the guilt. He was ultimately wrecked after I opened the topic about his beloved. Kung sanang may paraan lang para makatulong akong gumaan ang nararamdaman niya. I blew out a heavy breath for the second time. Inside my room, I felt alone and surrounded by thoughts about my family and friend I left. I w

