My Savior Alpha

My Mate?

I woke up super warm. Almost like I fell asleep on a space heater. I went to get up and froze. There were arms around me. I was about ready to panic when I heard his voice.

Relax mate. You’re ok. It’s ok. Surely you feel sparks. She hesitated then nodded. You’re safe with me. Last night we had a chat and you cried yourself to sleep. All we did was sleep. I promise.

I know I said softly. I trust you. I turned. I’ll be honest though and I’m sorry if it hurts.

Don’t be Lilah. Be honest.

I’m still not sure I want a mate at all. It’s not because of you. It’s my past. I promised myself I was done with this life. And to be thrust back in and find a mate who’s not only an Alpha but the future king of a kingdom that’s wronged me my entire life? Iiiii don’t know if I can be the strong mate and Luna Queen you deserve. And once it’s announced he’ll know I didn’t die. He’ll come running to get me.

Lilah look at me. She did and I cupped her face in my hands. I promise on my life and yours he’ll never touch you again. And once he arrives he’ll be killed for all he’s done to every single wolf in or out of his pack. When you’re ready I actually wanted to train you and introduce you to the pack. Not as pressure but they’ve also been waiting 8 years. They deserve to know I’ve finally found you. I won’t mark you yet. I meant what I said. No pressure but can we find a way to at least let you try? Maybe a few months to integrate back into this life? Please Lilah. Please help me change everything and do better.