I determined that I was going to learn how to make love to her. I determined that I was going to learn how to set everything else aside and simply commune sexually with the woman I loved. I would no longer take my fear, guilt, rage, or shame to bed with me. I would no longer allow Daddy, the redheaded woman, or anything else to join us in my mind. When I got home, I was going to learn how to free myself so I could truly, for the first time, make love to my wife.
It is amazing how much awareness can come in such a short period of time. I walked through the same world, but it was a different world. There were the same people, with the same faces, the same clothes, the same backgrounds, the same things to say, but I didn’t see any of them the same way. It was like I started seeing more than
