fall in love with regrets and pain

I open my eyes and get my phone in side table, i look in the time its already 9 in the morning, i stand up and do my daily routine comb my hair first go to bathroom brush my teeth and take a shower, i get a black dress with flower design on it simple but pretty much like for my skin it gets whiter to look. I go in the kitchen make some breakfast ill make coffee and get some wheat bread and put some butter on it, Minutes has past when my doorbell ring i new it was my best friend Liezel my one and only friend since i was in highschool. we hangout always and do silly thing's that made us happy "good morning lady" she told me as i open the door. "there's no good in morning when i see you face"i said and turn my back on her leaving the door open so she can enter in my condo "Oh that's to much!" she said and i laugh, "so what's bring you here? you missed me right away we were just together yesterday!" i tease her "oh right!, do you want to come with me in palawan? vacation in beach and man hunting?" saying while giggling and i find her funny so i laughed until she stay silent "ok?so where will we stay there and when will we leave?"i said while put some small smile in my lips " a week? or a month?" saying as if not sure how long we will be there but im ok if we stay there like 1 month so that we can enjoy the palawan " and we will go now!" she said quickly while overjoyed "hey! why its all sudden?" told her while eyeing her. decision maker " as in now? can you let me have a peaceful breakfast first hm!" told her and walk again towards the table in kitchen sip some of my tea and bite some bread. " won't you invite me to breakfast?" she said while sitting down in front chair facing me "do you want me to make for you? you can make it for your self" i said while stopping my self to laugh, she stood up and make a coffee for her self and sit down again. "im done! consume your food and help me prepare clothes to take" said while taking my cup and put it in sink after that i go to my room get some small suitcase. Ill go in my walk in closet and check for some beach clothes i get some black bikini, and red set of two-piece and some are casual clothes . and i get some casual dress since i love wearing dress under knee, and get some towels. I heard my door opened and my best friend came in i saw her putting my clothes in my suitcase "make it faster we where leave before three" she said and i look in my wristwatch its already twelve in the afternoon since i eat some bread im still full. "ok! ok!" i said and help her pack my things since i guess its enough. and i prepared my self put some light make up and put some light lipstick in my lips. Since Liezel busy looking in his phone doing something, i decide to turn the television on and put a movie to watch. we kill time just like then, when its time to leave i get my suitcase in my bedroom and walk towards the door since my best friend invited me to leave and take the travel as early so that we are not late in flight. The trip to the airport took two hours and a half and when we arrived , "calling all the passenger in flight for palawan please proceed to the departure area" when we boarded the plane I had a collision with man who is not very big body just right and tall with a pointed nose with blonde hair, fair skin just like mine. "im sorry" i said while bent over as I looked up, we looked into each other's eyes it took a second for me to recover from staring into his gray eyes "im sorry im very sorry " i said and walk away without looking back and not waiting for what he will say . "what took you so long? I'm sorry I didn't notice you were slow to walk" said while making my way to enter in my seat and there's a space near the window and im in the middle. "i want to seat near the window" i said while asking a little question whenever i get on a plane i want to always seat near the window since someone came before me i don't seat near the window now and it give me some a little sad. "you can ask whoever will sit there if you can exchange seats" she said and handling me a piece of earbuds. i took my phone in my sling bag and put it in airplane mode. 'It's okay if the person next to me agrees to exchange seats, but if he doesn't agree and is rude, just don't," i told her and put it in my ear and hear some peaceful music and it makes me sleepy i close my eye to take a short nap when. "excuse me can you make a way so that i can go to my seat" a man ask us but my eyes do not want to open yet. liezel touched me to wake up and make way for people to pass by when i look at him . my jaw drop. "Winslet?" liezel called and I suddenly came back to myself because of the shock. "what?... oh yeah! ... yes go! " i said and make a way"im sorry " I said and changed the direction of what I was looking at, and went back to leaning back a little bit so I couldn't see him. the plane took off and the drowsiness I had stopped earlier came back a bit and I just closed my eyes and went to sleep. "wins awake, wins," said to me while tapping me in my shoulder "wins you're leaning on him oh look" she said and I was shocked by what she said I covered my face with my hand and looked at the man next to me little by little. his eye are close . is he asleep I hope he doesn't know. "Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Puerto Princesa International Airport. Local time is 6:31 and the temperature is 28.1 celsius For your safety and comfort, please remain seated with your seat belt fastened until the Captain turns off the Fasten Seat Belt sign. This will indicate that we have parked at the gate and that it is safe for you to move about. Please check around your seat for any personal belongings you may have brought on board with you and please use caution when opening the overhead bins, as heavy articles may have shifted around during the flight. If you require deplaning assistance, please remain in your seat until all other passengers have deplaned. One of our crew members will then be pleased to assist you. On behalf of Puerto Princesa International Airlines and the entire crew, I’d like to thank you for joining us on this trip and we are looking forward to seeing you on board again in the near future. Have a nice night and stay!” And it save me "thanks crew" i said in my mind and I prepare my self for the landing of the plain and i put my sling bag in mu shoulder And minutes has passed "Beach here we come!" we said while giggling in each other. By the way I'm Winslet Crox 23 years of age I'm just happy in life even when I'm alone as long as my friend is there I'm happy, we took a taxi to the resort that liezel had reserved for the two of us, "do you want to tell a story about the man earlier on the plane?" liezel ask all of a sudden "I'm not going to tell you anything because there's nothing, except that we collided and i didn't wait for his to apologize" i said and look outside the window. We Arrived at the resort and i feel like im a child excited to go in water my best friend let me and wait for me not in distance, the beauty of the surroundings is comforting . even though it's dark, there is a lot of light surrounding the resort, you can still see the beauty of the surroundings even at night *Someone's Point of view* When I entered the airport, I saw a woman who couldn't take my eyes off her, she is simple,have a strong charisma, beautiful, white long hair that is a bit hazel nut in color. I just came back to my senses when I heard the call of the passengers of the flight to Palawan and i saw her entering in the departure area. Unexpectedly we collided and when he apologized while bowing I was just looking at him when she looked up and our eyes met which also took a second before she recovered and apologized again I couldn't speak but when I tried to apologize she walked away that he was away and never looked back. There is something to her that i want to know and i want to be with her, There is something to her that bring something i dont know in my heart. I was looking for a seat and I saw that there were two women, one of them was asleep or i dont know and I didn't see much of her face. "excuse me can you make a way so that i can go to my seat" i said to the woman in the front seat and she made a small way for me to enter my seat but a woman did not move her companion touched her and when she looked up she looked at me and stared. "winslet" she called her companion and she looked at her and looked at me again. so winslet is her name it suit her "what?... oh yeah! ... yes go! " she said and make a way"im sorry" she said and and i enter to take my seat and the plane start to fly. Few moments later I felt a something on my shoulder and I looked at it she was asleep and leaned on me the smell of his hair is good . I just left that position and closed my eyes again. She also lay on my shoulder for a long time and I just closed my eyes when her head suddenly disappeared from leaning on my shoulder. I didn't look up because she might think she would be embarrassed. I could hear them talking but I couldn't understand so I just let them go. "Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Puerto Princesa International Airport. Local time is 8:31 and the temperature is 28.1 For your safety and comfort, please remain seated with your seat belt fastened until the Captain turns off the Fasten Seat Belt sign. This will indicate that we have parked at the gate and that it is safe for you to move about. Please check around your seat for any personal belongings you may have brought on board with you and please use caution when opening the overhead bins, as heavy articles may have shifted around during the flight. If you require deplaning assistance, please remain in your seat until all other passengers have deplaned. One of our crew members will then be pleased to assist you. On behalf of Puerto Princesa International Airlines and the entire crew, I’d like to thank you for joining us on this trip and we are looking forward to seeing you on board again in the near future. Have a nice night and stay!” Flight attendant said and i open my eyes i prepare my self for the landing of the plane and i fastened my seatbelt. I saw out of the corner of my eye that she was also preparing himself for landing the of plane. when the plane landed and they could go out first and I followed since I was carrying only a big bag I also got out quickly and I saw them outside the airport laughing "cute" i said in the back of my mind and i open my phone and waiting to pick me up here at the airport "hey bro!" my friend called me and waited for me in the car. when I looked again in the direction of the woman earlier they were gone. We reached our destination quickly and im going out in the terrace of our room when I saw the woman standing near the sea, she could feel the wind and the beauty of the surroundings even though I couldn't see her face I just stared at her from behind her from afar. even though it's dark, there is a lot of light surrounding the resort, i dont know but in time like this i only see her in far place "i want to meet her and I want to be with her" i said the back of my mind and take a sip in the beer im holding. *end of point of view* I feel the wind touching my skin and letting a few strands of my hair go, even when I'm dressed it doesn't lift the wind, it feels so good the view is beautiful in everything I've been to I don't know but I feel it will be the best place for me I suddenly felt like someone was looking at me. I looked around and dared to see if anyone was looking at me. "wins!... let's go!" liezel called me and I walked closer to her, I still felt like there was looking at me but I just let it go instead of thinking, we walked to our room. The room is nice even though it is a bit small it has two beds and a glass window there is also a terrace. "nice place liezel even at night you can see the beauty of the resort and the beautiful scenery you see here in our place" i said while standing on the terrace, I went inside the room to arrange my belongings, "I'll just take a bath, after I'm done you'll take a bath and then we'll go out to eat I'm hungry" liezel told me and enter the bathroom, im done arrange my belongings i get my phone and changed it to airplane mode I opened my f*******: and just scrolled while waiting for liezel to finish taking a bath. after a minutes liezel came out from the bathroom and I took the things I was going to wear and went into the bathroom to take a shower. I finished my bath and wore a plain red dress that was only knee length and looked in the mirror and combed my hair before going out. "what do you want to eat? " liezel ask me while im hanging my towel and I get my things and my phone in side table she stand up and get her things and ready to go out . "im craving for some beef steak now" i said and lock the door. while walking out side im still amaze by the beautiful scenery of this beach, because of the night there are people having fun by the sea side and it will also be noticed that others are making fire and sit around it there are also activities not far away from us. "i heard that there is karaoke here in a resto bar... lets go there!" said and said and pulled me to the resto bar over there "i thought your hungry what are we doing there?"I said because I noticed that his smile was different, there was another plan again. "yes I'm hungry we can eat there while listening to the singers" she said so that I could no longer speak and complain. "good evening ma'am table for how many?" waiter asked us "table for two..." liezel said and thw waiter lead the way for us and take us in a free table. we were also handed the menu to choose what we would eat. "one order for beef steak and one for creamy garlic salmon and a orange juice for two and water, also a bottle of wine "said liezel because she knew I didn't talk to other people that much. "we have our best seller wine do you want to try it ma'am" said the waiter and wrote on the paper he was holding "we would loved to"liezel said and waiter left and went to the kitchen to pick up our order. liezel stood up and approached the band on stage and one of its companions whispered, I was suddenly nervous about my friend's intention. "there is someone who sings for us to complete the nice night before it ends" said the guitarist into the microphone, " ms, winslet can you go up on stage now and sing us a good song tonight."said the one looking in my direction everyone looked at me even though I was embarrassed I stood up I came closer I whispered what I was going to sing. they had already started the intro of the song and I waited for the beginning of the lyrics. *Someone you loved by lewis capaldi * " I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy I need somebody to heal Somebody to know Somebody to have Somebody to hold It's easy to say But it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain" I sang the female version of the song and I can feel the lyrics I don't know but I really like this song when I'm alone it's what I play and it's a bit relieving for me Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you Now, I need somebody to know Somebody to heal Somebody to have Just to know how it feels It's easy to say but it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes I fall into your arms I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around For now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved But now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I finished the song and everyone applauded and the others shouted while applauding I looked at my friend and smiled I also stood up and approached the table to eat my food. when we finished eating we went out of the resto bar someone else smiled at me and said goodbye suddenly your sister was just famous she just sang on stage it was a nice night, even though it was tiring from the trip, it was worth it right away, we just walked on the beach. I took off the sandals I was wearing to feel the sand on my feet.