I lay still , I'd been awake for a while. But I daren't move. Last night was everything I knew it would be with Maya. Addicting. The issue now was , I didn't know what was going to happen. It's why I was so scared of her waking up. Would this be were the awkward conversation happened ? I was happy just to have her laid in my arms. Her soft breath was blowing across my chest. We had taken the next step , the inevitable step between us. But what now ? Looking up at the ceiling , I played back last night. This girl never seized to amaze me. She did everything in life with determination, and didn't shy back. She was f*****g perfect. And I wish I could say that I would be cool now. Let her call the shots , but my feelings for her now were only intensified. The keys in the lock of the dorm doo

