After I got home, I realized what was happening there. Once again, we weren't communicating. So I texted him to come over. We needed to actually be adults here , talk this through and I needed Flex to see my side. I was a ball of nervous energy whilst I waited for him to come over. Last night was amazing. I felt more aware of my own body for some reason. More confident, I looked at myself in the mirror and I felt beautiful. The reaction Flex had to me was all telling. It even made me think of Ajax , not in that way. But for a guy like him , to be attracted to me too. Well, I needed to be attractive or some kind of sexy. Stupid of me to think that. But after being the one that no one saw , like ever. It was strange , to feel so wanted, so desired.
When there was a knock on the door , my h
