XXIV As I kept walking I realized how late it was getting but it didn't help my mood. The mask and my heels were long discarded by now and I didn't know where I was even headed. All I kept thinking about was Dean and how f****d up he was. Was he really out getting what I didn't give him? He's never cheated on me before but he was pretty drunk. I also kept thinking about how prone he was to wreck. Had he been drunk all night? I hadn't even realized until he got angry. My waist hurt and I knew there would be bruises tomorrow but I didn't care. At least it was a place easy to cover up this time. How did everything go so wrong? This year has been one f****d up thing after another. Checking my phone I sighed at the time. It was one am, the dance is long over by now. Looking around I recogni

