LXII
A month, it's been a month since I've last seen Dean. And that was the day we broke up. I went to his house but his dad said he moved to California with him mom. I tried to call him but there was no answer. It was like he wanted nothing more to do with me. Everyone thinks that it was for the best, he's supposedly getting professional help there and doing well at his new school according to his dad, but I just wish I could've talked to him.
The last month itself has been a struggle and between school and softball I've had barley any time to spend with Shawn. Not to mention the fact that I might be ignoring him a little.
Ever since that night I've been a complete mess mentally. My mind just keeps thinking about everything that happened between us and I go into panic attack mode. It d
