XXXVI Three weeks, it's been three weeks since thanksgiving and I have at least two new bruises. I can't believe the way that everything has changed so fast. It's like he was done hiding and once he got my parents permission he knew I wouldn't leave him for anything. My parents would be so disappointed in me and I couldn't bring myself to tell them. This has been his plan all along.... It's also been three weeks since Shawn has even looked at me. In class he keeps his gaze on everyone and everything else. As far as being his TA goes well, he still doesn't need one. I feel hopeless, my life is going completely to s**t and the only person that ever made me forget is ignoring me. I suppose that's for the best but it still hurts. Covering up the latest assault with a long sleeve shirt I tha

