L "You know maybe I don't need to understand so bad." I told Shawn as we layed in bed and he played with my hair. He chuckled but didn't stop playing with my hair. It was soothing, even though we both knew he was going to explain everything this moment was nice. He sat up against the headboard, yes naked, with a sheet wrapped around his lower half and a pillow lying on his lap. Guess who was sprawled out with a sheet wrapped around herself as she looked up into beautiful green eyes. That's right, me. "Bullshit." He responded and I laughed. "Bullshit?" I questioned and he nodded. "I need to tell you just as much as you want to know. But trust me I don't want to relive those memories." Shawn told me honestly and frowned at the thought. I lifted my hand to touch his face and he leaned in

