I couldn’t even remember how I got home. When I did, I went straight to my bedroom, stripped my clothes off, put on a long shirt, and lied down in bed. I was in bed for the remainder of the day. I woke up in the middle of the night with my stomach rumbling. I am so hungry. I didn’t finish my lunch at Sbarro earlier because I saw Julian making out with a girl. What's worse, it wasn't the same girl I saw him with before. I have now seen him kissing three different girls. Just thinking about Julian and how he can make out with different women in public just like that, saddened me. Did I mean nothing to him that he didn’t even spend a day moving on from me. Maybe I deserve it. I should have ended things with Gabriel before starting anything with him. I wanted to cry again, but I’m so dehydra

