The Billionaire’s Secret Lover

Chapter 7

Dominic

Today was a new day and I'm back at work. Last night I took Aaron's offer and crashed at his place. I got enough rest and felt rejuvenated. Since his house is practically like my safe haven I have spare clothes for anpromptu sleepover. Now I won't get to see or deal with Sierra for a couple of hours.

Right now I need to get Carmen to get the ad for a personal assistant. Those don't last here because they tend to overstep their boundaries. The last one, Natalie or something tried to get frisky with me. She always found a way to touch me inappropriately and spread rumors of us being lovers. I ended up doing the job that I hired her for. The last straw was when she kissed me. I couldn't take it anymore. If I was my old self from before Gabriella maybe then I would allow and give in to their seductress advances but I won't.

I picked up the phone to call Carmen. " Carmen could you come in here," I asked

" Sure thing sir, I'll be there in a minute, " she affirmed and I cut the call. She is the only girl who doesn't kiss up to me or act like a cat in heat. Unprofessionalism isn't her trait and that is what I want. She has been working here for 5 years and she has never given me problems.

She briefly knocked and I let in. A cup of coffee was in her right hand and on the left she was holding on to her signature diary. She offered me the coffee and took a seat. I must admit she knows me well by now and don't have to tell her a lot of things before she could understand.

" Thanks for the coffee, Carmen. God knows I needed it. One teaspoon of sugar right?" I asked taking a whiff of the strong aroma relaxing my tension. She smiled and replied, " Always sir." I nodded in appreciation. Taking a sip of it I sighed in delight and took a few moments to enjoy it. It was not awkward for Carmen as she seemed to be busy with her phone. Not a punishable offense as she is a hard-working employee. Our relationship is professional and comfortable. She can talk to me freely about business-related matters and give her opinion where she deems fit.

I took the last sip and placed the cup aside.

" Alright let's get down to business." Immediately she pecked up and was level-headed. " I told you about advertising the personal assistant position" I began. She opened her diary ready to take notes. " I'm leaving the responsibility of the candidates that will be coming for the interview in your capable hands. I trust your judgment and selection will be better than mine. Work is pilling up and we need a serious pair of hands, not frivolous glam Queens" I told her and she nodded.

" Yes sir. I'll be on it as soon as yesterday. Can I brief you on today's schedule" she asked and I nodded. " Of course, you don't need to ask." She took that as her cue to go ahead.

" Right. Today you have a meeting at 11:00- 12:00 with the board members to decide on the go-ahead of the Starlight hotel. After, the briefing of the team members of the execution of the project at 12:00-12:30. Then you have to have lunch with Mr. Suarez who wants to invest in the project. That's all for the day, " she concluded.

" Oh and one more thing, Mrs. Topez called and wants to see you. She sounded upset but as usual, I told her you were busy. I'm just giving you a heads up in case she pops up. " I sighed and loosened my tie. Why am I not surprised? " Thanks for letting me know" I gave her permission to leave.

When she left I looked at the alcohol cabinet so badly wanting a drink but I thought against it. If I start I'll keep going and that's not a good idea. The board meeting is today and I can't afford to be drunk and embarrass myself, they'll start getting ideas that aren't good for them.

I got up from my seat and looked out the glass which showed the view of the city. It's so beautiful but it's nothing I haven't seen before. I'm so exhausted. The company had always been my passion but now it feels like more of a duty. For this company and family's reputation, I gave up on love. That has never let me be in peace. It burdens my heart. Every day I wonder where and how she is. Has she moved on or is she even happy? I try to expel these thoughts but I can't help it. I want her to be happy with someone good and worthy but a selfish part of me doesn't want that. It doesn't want her to be happy...not without me. I want to be the one who makes her happy and content in life. The one who gets to see the smile of her joy. To be her shoulder to lean on and support her in difficult times. The one she shares her joys and sorrows. The one who I get to go down on a knee to make her mine officially. The one who will swell with our babies. The one who will live and grow old with. This is a dream I yearn for every day.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Now is not the time to be in a daze. I have to get back to work. I turned away from the view and fixed my tie. I grabbed my jacket on the swivel chair and made my way out of my office to the boardroom. It's time for business and as always, the show must go on.