The deal

The night is still young Luna! Yells my best friend Tess. I know it’s still young Tess but I am over this party ! Please just a little longer Luna! Said Tess Okay fine! But no more drinking . Said Luna Let’s go dance together! She said . I swear she is gonna be the death of me . Tess has always been free wiled , open sexually , and so confident. Me no , I’m a virgin and awkward. I’ve had boy friends and made out but I’ve not went the whole way with anyone . I always feel like it’s wrong . I’ve not fell in love with them either , it’s so hard for me to get attached. Let’s go woman !! Tess yells Let’s go! I yell back ! As we’re dancing I can feel eyes on me but obviously we’re in a club so I’m sure someone is looking but it feels like I don’t know how to it explain it . Looking at Tess she said something and left . I was zoned out and didn’t hear her . I walk off the dance floor to find her and of course she’s at the bar . What are you doing ? She turns and gives me that signature smile of hers . Ohhh, no that smile isn’t gonna work lady . I laugh at her . Let’s head home the bar tender looks over and laughs is that all for you . Yes sir! We’re done . Tess gives me the pouting lip . As we walk out the bar . My phone starts going off . Looking I see texts from my cousin . I think I need to go home Tess . Did something happen? She asks I’m not sure yet. I tell her We pull up and a ambulance was at my house. As a child I was abandoned by both my parents my dad was locked away in a mental hospital and my mom well she ran off to be with the next man who gave her attention. My grandma took me in and raised me . She’s all I have in this world . As we run in the front door the emt is latching her in. Is she ok ?? The emt looks at me and tells me she’s had a heart attack but she’s stable . Ok we will meet you at the hospital. They take grandma away and load her in the back of the ambulance. Tess holds my arm as we walk to the car . On the way to the hospital Tess barely talks she knows I’m worried . She had lost her grandma a few years ago . It was hard on her . As we pull in to park I can see them unloading grandma and pushing her in the er . We run inside and check her in . As the nurse walks us to the waiting area she said we can’t go back til the doctor sees her . Tess starts taking about old times to get my mind off of things . Remember when we used to play the ouija board? I nod yes . I recall you being scared . Tess laughs well the thing shot across the room . I laugh at her . She’s always so dramatic. The doctor walks in and tells me grandma is gonna be ok but her eating habits and health need to improve . He said he was gonna set up an appointment with a dietitian to help . When can I see my grandma ? He looks at me and says you can for a few minutes but make it quick . You can come back tomorrow and visit her a while . I thank him . As I walk back to see her she’s laid back and looks so sad . This woman is my rock ! I walk to her an hug her . She holds me close . As I lay back she touches my face and tells Me she loves me . Grandma I can’t stay but I’ll be back tomorrow. I love you . I love you too she says As I walk out to meet Tess the nurse walks over are you her grand baby I said yes not a baby but yes. She hands me her stuff she had on . I fold them close as I walk out . Tess jumps up and runs to me . Is she ok ?? She asks She’s ok but Chang is coming . We hug and walk out of the hospital. Tess asks me to stay all night but I tell her it’s ok she can go home . But she wasn’t taking no for an answer . That’s why I love her she knows when I need her . I figured I’d get gas before heading on home . I’ll pumps the gas hun you go ahead and pay for it . Thanks Tess When I walk in to pay I feel the same way as I did at the party . Someone watching me . I look around but see no one . As I’m walking out Tess asks me if I’m ok yes I’m ok I just feel off is all . She’s gonna be fine your grandma is tough as nails. I know Tess . We pull in the drive and get out as we walk in I notice the full moon ive always felt close to the moon. She so beautiful! Tess did your mom care if you stay over ? No she said it’s fine . I’m not leaving you woman , you need me . We walk in and sit down at the tv . Let’s watch supernatural I wanna see Dean ! We both laugh . I’ll pop some pop corn and get some pop . Watching supernatural helped get my mind off of everything . It’s because I get to see dean . Tess likes Sam . So it’s a win . Time flies by when your having fun I look over that the clock it’s past 3:00 am . Wow I need to sleep . I tell Tess . Let’s go to bed . See you in the morning! I walk to my room and get my night clothes to change and go brush my teeth . I can hear Tess coming down the hall to brush hers as well . She walking in and does a dance to make me laugh . It works Good night bestie ! Good night I crawl into my bed and fall asleep . A dark room what a spot light on me . Where am I ? What’s going on ? I can hear someone laughing . I’ve been looking for you ! The voice said . I listen carefully Your hiding from me but I will find you , your mine and what’s mine doesn’t stay hidden long . Ok I’m dreaming. Whatever you say I don’t hide from anyone . Then I see a dark silhouette waking toward me . Ok don’t come any closer . He laughs and when I say he you can tell . He reaches for me but I wake up . Oh wow ! I breath in deep and try to relax . That was insane . I smell bacon ! I go to the kitchen and Tess is cooking dinner . Oh wow , that smells so good! Your welcome she says Passing the plates out and forks Tess puts the food on the plates . As we’re eating she tells me about her friend Carla and how she wants to hook us up with a few guys. Ok I’ll go tonight. But I wanna to see grandma first . Of course woman! She says . I’m gonna run home and pick clothes out and go shopping Ok I’m gonna run and see grandma then I’ll meet you at the store . As I arrive to the hospital I see my cousin sitting outside . I walk over and say hi . See in my family we’re not close . My mom was the black sheep , and so that passes to me . Hi ! She says hi back and gives me the look. This is your fault you know . How is this my fault? I ask her . She looks me dead in the eyes and says it’s cause you run around and party is why . I don’t do drugs . Just drink a little . What ever. Carol it’s not my fault . The doctor said it’s cause of her eating habits and unhealthy life style . She walks off . Yea that was pleasant. Walking in grandmas room she smiles so big . I seen the dietitian and I have some paper work I want you to read over . Ok grandma . I hug her and kiss her cheek . I grab the papers and read them to her . You see my grandma didn’t get to go to school , her momma ran off with a man after Pappaw died . Well that left grandma at 15 raising her siblings on her own . She became a waitress and worked long Hours plus raising her little brother and sisters . I guess that’s where my momma got it from . My moms left me at the hospital after I was born . She tried to give me away luckily a few people who knew my grandma had called her and she came to get me she’s had me ever since . I go over the paper work with her . Trying to explain how her eating is bad on her . She didn’t like it at all . But she is willing to change some . That’s a plus right . I look at the time and realize I’d be late to meet Tess I’ve been with grandma 5 hours already . She smiles and says go have fun while your young hun . I love you . I love you too grandma . As I pull in the store parking Tess is waiting in her car . I peck on the window and scare her . She climbs out laughing at me . We walk in and she automatically finds a skimpy outfit . She’s got an eye for fashion . I look in three stores and finally after like 2 hours find an outfit . I find a pair of distressed skinny jeans and a lacy shirt . Let’s go get ready already tess says We pull in my drive and hop out . Tess yells my outfit is amazing . She bought a blue Jean mini skirt with a black crop top . Her heels are 5 inches . I waking in and throw my clothes on my black lacy shirt is adorable with my black 4 inch heels to match . My hair is naturally curly and red so I don’t have to curl my hair hair throw it up . Tess curls her short chopped blonde hair . As we finish the last touch on our makeup we head out . Where is she wanting to meet at ? Ohh, she said the mustang ! Tess replies laughing What’s so funny . Our new fake ids are lit I glance at them , they look awesome Ok , so who am I meeting . His name is Will . Who are you meeting ? Tess giggles mines name is John . We get to the mustang and hop out . We can see Carla with three guys I hate blind dates . They’ve always turned out terrible . We walk up and introduce ourselves to the guys . Will is gorgeous. We walk in he holds the door for me and even pays plus holds my chair . Where did this guy come from . Gentleman don’t exist now and days. We sit and talk a long time . We have a lot in common . I look at him , I wasn’t expecting this ! He laughs . What was you expecting ? He asks Well definitely not a gentleman! I can tell you that . As we walk out we share numbers . I notice Tess is gone I bet she left with John . Will laughs he was my ride . Your kidding No I came with him . I can give you a ride . I don’t wanna be any trouble darling . It’s no trouble Will. He smiles and says ok . On the way we talk the entire time . I can’t believe how amazing this night has been . I can’t wait to tell my grandma. As I drop him off he looks back and smiles I wan to make sure I have this imprinted in my mind . He says Your to sweet Will! I pull out and head to the hospital to talk grandma . I wanna tell her everything . I make it to the hospital and I tell grandma all about the night I had . She smiles . You remember I told you about your Pappaw he was a lot older than me but I won’t ever love anyone as much as I loved him . This could be your someone . I’d give it a try and see how well it’s works out . I kiss grandma and head home . When I get home I change into my night clothes and brush my teeth and head to bed . Later that night I hear noises down the hall . I go grab my bat and head out my door . Waking into the living room I see a figure I yell don’t move as hole !! But they laugh and I know that laugh Tess !!! You scared me woman! I thought you was a burglar . Tell still laughing . Behind her was John laughing as well . I see you two hit it off . They stop laughing any shake their heads . Good night!! I jump back in bed . Black room again with a spot light on me Where are you hiding ?? The voice says I’m not hiding ! The voice gets closer he reaches out and I wake again . Ugh I sign . It’s morning already Time to get up and get ready Grandma gets to come home today ! I tell Will he says he’s happy and want to meet her. Come by around 7 tonight we’ll have dinner with grandma . So you can meet We agree and I leave to get grandma On our way home grandma kept saying how happy she was to be out of that place . I laugh at her . I’m serious child I hate that damn place . She says We arrive home and I help her in the house . I ask her if it’s ok for Will to come over . She smiles real big , I can’t wait to meet him . Later that night Will comes over. Him and grandma hit it off . They talk for hours. She asks hi where he is staying he said with his buddy . She wants him to come over and fix her light . He agrees to come back in the morning and fix it for her . As I walk him out he leans down and kisses my forehead . I truly enjoyed tonight . Grandma is an amazing person . Getting ready for bed later that night i read some of a book in my library on my Dreame app. I fall asleep and I’m in a black room with a spot light again ! Ugh this is getting old . He is standing in front of me this time . You keep coming back yo me ! Your body calls to me . I can’t wait to have you in my arms . He leans forward to touch my face I close my eyes and i wake yet again. Did I want him to touch me ? It was like my body called to him . What’s going on ? Luckily it’s just a dream. Later that day will came over to fix grandmas light . He stayed all day and we watched soap opera with grandma . Grandma talked about going and staying a few days with her daughter . I told her it was a good idea she hasn’t seen her in a while . I lack grandma a bag . Me and Will run her over to see her daughter Sis . We leave and pick up some food Will is gonna stay all night . It’ll be the first time a guy has stayed with me . I hope I don’t get weird . Later that night we watch supernatural he loves the show too ! As we’re sitting there he scoots closer and we kiss ! But I want more . We start to make out heavy .He stops and looks at me , it’s too soon right . I look at him and agree . We’ve only known each other about a week . But I want to . I mean in and miss him again . His hand travels down my body and touches my folds , your so wet. He slips off my pants and caresses my thigh and my ass . I rub his zipper on his jeans I can fill his bulge . Wanting to escape and penetrate me. I moan as he takes a finger and easies it inside me . I takes his other hand and removes my bra . Caressing my breasts. Then I’m naked in front of him , he smiles your so sexy . I start to undress him and we get closer and I’ve not ever been naked in front of anyone before . But then he looks at me and climbs on top of me . He whispers softly in my ear I’m going slow you tell me when to go deeper and when to back off ok ? Ok I whisper He pushes a little and the pain is insane . I tell him to push more as he pushes he breaks my cherry and slides on in , we’re grinding and riding each other it’s pure bliss . It’s amazing . The next morning i wake and realize I actually had s*x ! Omg!! I do a little dance . I grab my phone to call Tess but I forgot Will is here . So I get up to get ready . I wake him and we eat some breakfast . He looks at me and smiles . You was amazing last night beautiful. He says Awww, you was too ! I replied I can’t believe I did that . I didn’t have that dream either . I stretch and Will talks about going to see his mom and wants me to come I agree . We pull up to her house and she’s sitting on her porch . We walk up and talk to her . She’s not nice at all . But I stay nice to her cause she’s his momma . Here in Harlan county we respect our elders . We’re raised to always be polite with them . I can’t wait to leave tho . On the way home he apologizes for the way she acted . But it’s ok Will it’s not your fault she’s older so she’s a bit angrier . He laughs that’s one way of putting it . He says I drop him off to his car and head home . Tess is supposed to come over tonight . I can’t wait to tell her . Later that night Tess walks in and looks at me and her eyes get big and her mouth is wide open. You did it !! Didn’t you ??!! I looks at her and for a second o don’t reply but I say yes and she nearly jumps through the ceiling ! Omg!! Im so happy for you . Finally !! I smile at her she’s so dramatic . We sit and talk about what happened . I was worried it being to soon . Tess laughed well looks at it this way I have one night stands and those aren’t too soon . You only live once . It’s not like your gonna marry him . We laugh and throw pop corn at each other . As I lay to go to sleep that night I felt weird . Like something was watching me . I felt like I did something wrong . Like I shouldn’t have . I drift off and I’m in the black room with the spot light again . The silhouette is pacing. Then he stops and looks at me . He doesn’t say anting just stares . Then he walks close and leans in . Where are you ? He touched you ! Then I wake up. This is getting ridiculous. I wake up and go get Tess so we can go get food . As we’re eating our food I tell her about my dreams . She smiles and says maybe your guardian Angel is jealous ! We laugh it off . I’m gonna run home . I’ll be back over later if she lets me. I’ll call and let you know . She leaves and heads home . I call Will and he talks about how we’ve been together almost a month we should make it official. I agree with him . So now I have a boy friend ! I feel like it’s wrong though. I start to ponder on why would I feel like it’s wrong . While sitting there I feel like someone is watching me again . I blow out air dramatically and fall back on the bed. Will comes over and says he called grandma and talked to her for a while today . Isn’t that so cute they get along so well . Well later on we’re sitting there and asks me to go to the lake with him. As pulled in to Martins Fork lake he asked me to walk to this tree with a bench around it . We sat down then out of no where he gets down on one knee omg! He opens a box and asks me to marry him !! I say yes!! I can’t believe this is happening! We both are so happy . We run home and tell grandma . She laughed through the phone I know hun he asked me for permission to take your hand . Then the line died . What’s going on ?? Grandma ??? Grandma ???