**The Love That Once I've Lost**

Synopsis (PARLOR....) Nathan?? Nathan?? NATHAN?? I snapped on my thoughts because of my girlfriend. Uh yes babe? I said. HELLO on earth Nathan? Are you even listening? Ah ahm sorry babe im just kind of tired? What did you say earlier babe? I say. Hmm do I look good in this outfit? She said. Ahm Thats nice your beautiful. But my mind thinks of someone else. I have a girlfriend her name is Vivienne Duminguez but I don't know if I love her? Or I want her? I just don't feel my heart beat when I'm around her. My heart beats in another woman who I love once but she didn't even know me! She didn't recognize me! If I can go back The Love That Once I've Lost. If I can go back in times that we are still together! But what if its to late? She's with someone else now. Can I win her back? Or either I let her go? NATHAN??Nathan? What is wrong with you? You're not even listening to me nor pay attention. Ahmm I'm sorry babe, I'm just not in the mood. I reply Hmm are you Ok? Or are you sick? Tell me where does it hurt? She say. Easy babe, I'm alright I just need a little bit rest. I didn't even realized that we are here already at the party. Today's our Bachelors Party, where college students celebrate there last meeting. Because after this we will be very busy on our soon -to-be work, or soon -to-be life. My girlfriend keeps on talking to me, but my eyes focus on someone else. Her name is Skyler Cole my ex- girlfriend she's with her boyfriend name Liam Smith. She didn't recognize me but I recognize her on my past life. I wish I can be with her again. But I can't go back the time that has gone. I can't just break up with Vivienne just to be with her! I can't solve the right with my another wrong. (@Party..) Ladies and Gentleman lets welcome the Queen and King of the Night,. The MC started saying. All of us look at the stage for the program have started. Lets welcome Ms. Skyler Cole to be our Queen of the night. As her name called out, I heard a loud of applause, and I also clap for amusement. But why do I feel so nervous??? As I look at Skyler my heart skips a beat. SHE's so GORGEOUS! I mouthed. What did you say babe? Vin ask. Ahmm Your gorgeous, I reply. Hehe Thanks babe, Vin said. I feel guilty for what I've said. I don't know what Is right but I don't want Vivienne to be hurt. She's too vulnerable. Ok right now we will welcome the King of the night Mr. Nathan Ramirez. Please gave a round of applause, MC suddenly said. I got so nervous for what the MC said, but Im also happy and honored to be Skyler King even in just one night. I got chills when I walk through the stage and as I look at her my heart keeps telling me to Hug her, kiss her and tell her how much I Love her but I couldn't do what my heart keeps telling me. Our situation is so complicated. She have a boyfriend and I have a girlfriend. When I gave her the flowers, she mouthed thank you, and I reply your welcome. And the song have started. *A Thousand Years* I grab her waist and place her hand on my shoulders. The day we meet Frozen I held my breath Right from the start I knew that I found a home from my Heart beat fast Colors and promises How to be brave, how can I love when Im afraid to fall As we dance on the rhyme of the songs, I look at her eyes and her heart saying something that make my heart feels so in love. ....But watching you stand alone? All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.... Hi Queen Skyler, I greets. Hello King Nathan, she chuckled. Its a great honored to be your King right now, I speak out. Ohh thank you, she smiled. ........One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more...... Every time she smiled at me, I remember all the days that she was always there with me. She was preparing my stuff and shes also helping me to complete all my projects. ....Time stand still Beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything take away What's standing infront of me Every breath Every hour has come to this.... One step closer One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I love you for a thousand more... All along I believe I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more.. Everyday I feel like Im not complete whenever I did not see her. Everyday Im waiting to be notice by her Everyday Im hurting because there someone that makes her smile and it hurt me the most because its not me. I have died everyday waiting for you darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I love you for a thousand more... All along I believe I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more.. As the song ended, there something in her eyes that I can't explain. It feels like she understands what Im feeling and it hurt her also to end here like this. Nathan POV When shes about to leave, I grab her hand. Wait Sky! I suddenly said. Yes? she reply, but I can feel her hands trembling. Hmm I just want to say Thank You for the dance. I reason out. Haha Your welcome, I also enjoy it. she reply back. As she turn her back I can see the sadness in her eyes. Am I seeing things? or did I see her eyes sadden? As I walked back to my table. Vivienne hug and kiss me. Congratulations babe, but how I wish I am your Queen. She said but she mumbled the last part. When Im about to seat down on my chair, I heard a loud gasp. The lights turn off and it only focus on Skyler. What's happening babe? Vin ask. I don't know babe, I reply to her. When I see Liam holding a bouquet of flower, I suddenly felt so hurt. I feel like I know what will happen. He's walking and he's eyes only focus on skyler. As he kneel down infront of skyler, everyone gasp and surprised. They have an idea for what will happen. Skyler look at me, and something in her eyes saying I'm SORRY! Skyler POV ***At the Party*** Everyone seems so happy. I can see everyone enjoying. There are lots of food and drinks. The light is dim and everyone busy on talking. When I Look at the door of the venue, my eyes stuck on one person and that is Nathan Ramirez. He has a charm that no one can resist. Even in just one look, you can say that he turn your World upside down. And when I turn my gaze to his partner, my heart felt the pain. I don't know why I feel like this. But every time I see them each other I feel like it should be me holding his hands. It should be me hugging him. It should be me kissing him. Every time I see their sweetness, it broke my heart into pieces. It feels like I am betrayed by my lovers. Hey hon, why are you crying? Liam said. Huh? I ask. Your crying hon. He repeated. As I capped my face, I can feels my tears flowing. Hmm no i-it j-just, I mean I just got something in my eyes. I reply stuttering. Let me take a look hon. He said. I'm alright now hon, its ok, thanks for your concern. I reply back. As the Party begin. The MC start the program. Ladies and Gentleman let's welcome the Queen and King of the night,. The MC started saying. Let's welcome Ms. Skyler Cole to be our Queen of the Night. As my named called out, I heard a loud of applause. I can see him from a far, that he's proud of me. I smiled for what I see. As I walk through the stage, I felt so nervous and my hand trembling for what I've thinking. Who will be my King for tonight.? I hope he's my King, even just tonight. Let's welcome the King of the Night Mr. Nathan Ramirez. Please gave a round of applause. Everyone gave there applause as Nathan walk through the stage. He gave me a bouquet of flowers, I smiled to him and mouthed thank you. Your welcome, he reply. As the song started. ***A Thousand Years*** He grab my waist and place my hand on his shoulders. The day we meet Frozen I have my breath Right from start I knew that I found a home from my Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave, How can I love when I'm afraid to fall As we dance on the rhyme of the song, I look at his eyes and I can see the longing of his broken heart. ..But watching his stand alone All of doubt suddenly goes away somehow... Hi Queen Skyler, he greeted. Hello King Nathan , I chuckled. Its a great honored to be your King right now, he speak out. Oh thank you, I smiled. ....One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more. Every time I look at him my heart skips a beat. Every time I look at him I feel like my whole world is shining,. But when every time I think of him. I feel really hurt for I don't the reason. ...Time stand still Beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything take away What's standing in front of me Every breath Every hour has come to this... One step closer One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I love you for a thousand more.. All along I believe I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more.. Everyday when I'm with my boyfriend Liam, I imagined that his Nathan. I imagined Nathan every part of my life his with me.I love Liam, but I don't know why I love the most is Nathan. But I can't show that to him, he has a girlfriend. Her girlfriend is a precious one. I can't compete with her. She's to much good to be my enemy. ..I have died everyday waiting for you Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more.. And all along I believe I would find you Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more... When I'm about to leave, he grab my hand. Wait Sky! He suddenly said Yes? I ask, but my hand is trembling. I know he feels my hand trembling. I just want to say Thank You for the dance. Haha Your welcome, I also enjoy it. I reply back. As I turn back from him, I suddenly feel hurt and sad. I don't know if he notice my sudden reactions. But I hide it as I turn back. When I'm about to sit down on my chair, I hear a loud gasp. And I notice that the light focus only on me. Then Liam suddenly appeared with a bouquet of flowers on his hand. When his in front of me, he gave me the flower and kneel down in front of me. As I look at Nathan, his eyes is full of sorrow and sadness. I feel like I hurt him, so I feel sorry for him. I got teary eyed for what's happening. I must be happy but why do I felt so wrong. I felt like this is all wrong. But I can't hurt Liam he's to good to be hurt. I'M SORRY Nathan!! I tell him with my own eyes. NARRATOR: As Liam proposed to Skyler, Nathan got really hurt for what he witnessed. He run and cry out all the pain that he carrying, he shouted and shouted just to released it. Why Skyler feel Sorry for Nathan? Why Nathan gets really hurt if he have a girlfriend? Why is Skyler so confused that she felt like that when she saw Nathan looking at the two of them? But Skyler supposed to be happy but why does she seems to feel hurt? Even she herself was hurt as well. What could be the reason why there situation is like that? What is the reason behind of there pain that burden in their hearts.? Will Skyler say Yes to Liam? Or she will follow the love that she feel on Nathan that she can't even explain. Nathan POV I am here right now in front of them watching how she smile, how he make her smile, how people around us support them for being engaged. I smiled bitterly,it should be me, it should be me holding her hand and giving her a ring. It should be me that making her smile, it should be me kissing her and saying I LOVE YOU. I run fast as I could to get rid of what I feel, but my mind still repeating what I saw and what I heard. I shouted and cry out but the pain is still there, it pierces my heart and broke into pieces. I don't know why is this happening? I wish this kind of Life but I don't want to lost her, I don't want her to get out of my life, I wish I can go back in time that she's still mine.I can't live my life without her. I cried out and pour out all the pain that I feel in my heart. In all my life I depended on her,why did this happen so suddenly. I couldn't expect that all I treasure will be gone. I turn back when I heard a sudden noise; Who's that? I said. The man suddenly appeared. You don't have to know my name, But I know how you feel right now; the man said. What do you know? You don't even know my name, I reply. But why this man seems so familiar to me.? Your Life seems miserable,but it is because of you. The man said again. I question myself, why is it because of me. I didn't do anything, I just woke up and surprised that my Life become like this. But you like it , did you?neither enjoy it? So why that you goes like that?You've wish for it, do you? ,you ask for help on how you be with in that kind of Life,He said. Wait! Who the hell are you ? How do you know that?I've been drunken that night, I just only want to pour out my stress and problem but I didn't mean it to happen like that nor become like that suddenly. That's how it should be, Before you let go, Before you let her go, before you give up for her, just think Thousand times not just once, .You didn't think if it's worth it if when you're in that situation, or how does it feel when she's gone and not the person for you, you didn't even think that she would be hurt, you've never thought that in ups and downs of your life she was there for you, not only days, nor months but years she is always with you, but only for freaking reason and feeling you give up her easily, don't let go of words that the reason is the pain you have acquired or stress, because every word has a power to renew your story and kill you easily in darkness sight. Then I started screaming no one stopping me , he was right, what kind of mind do I have why I said that, why is it so easy for me to utter such words. I'm stupid.Im such a fool man.It's really hurt.I feel like I'm cursed just like this is a punishment for me. I've been there, He said. I was also one of those people who was easily let go , replaced with a heavy replacement. SO IF YOU WANT YOUR LOVE THAT ONCE LOST COME BACK. you do such things that really show that you can’t do without her and show that you repented eventually. Don't wait her to disappear from you forever , Your life is in the edge of Mystery its not just a nightmare or it will goes permanent if she LOST Will Nathan be able to withstand the test given to him by destiny? Will his past love story be restored? And who is the mystery person Nathan is talking to, why does he really know Nathan's ordeal. Does that person have anything to do with Nathan's Past Life? Let's read and discover what exactly is the story behind Nathan's life -changing mystery