Ara
Just like after I slept with Fabian, I felt quite depressed after speaking to Quincy. I felt betrayed, and I was rethinking everything. Quincy was the major reason that I felt guilty after I was with Fabian, and now I was thinking if all that was a lie. If I felt all those things for nothing. My mind still took me back to the day I caught Fabian with his secretary, I didn't imagine that. It happened. Everything was confusing. Was that the only wrong thing that Fabian did? Was that a valid reason for revenge? All these questions were hitting me from various angles. Once again, I felt very lost. I wanted clarity, but it looked like it would be a very long time before I got it. I reverted into my shell and refused to talk to anyone but Tricia and William, and before I knew it, it had be
