Ara.
I knew that there was no way that I could avoid Fabian further. That was not feasible. Even then, I didn't want to talk to him. It would be so awkward. I just needed the time to think about what I would tell him. I didn’t even have lies to tell. I was at Fabian's office, doing the job the way it should be done, which meant that I would barely have time to talk with Fabian. I wasn't getting the evidence that I needed. I would just get small snippets here and there, just to pursue it, and it wouldn't be relevant to what I was doing. It would be a dead end. After the entire thing, I was doubting myself so badly that I was uncertain. How could I even do this? Could I find proof to bring Fabian down? Would I be able to do it even?
After I spoke to Tricia the other day, I became more and
