Through the eyes of Ng

Looking for a realistic story that not only entertains you but also teaches you? Well look no further How would Our girl navigate through an upside down world which she soon realizes is not all cupcakes and rainbows as her cartoons had made her believe Hi my name is precious I’ve always hated my name because i feel like it is far too common When i grow up i am going to change it for sure(is what I always said to myself) I am the first child of my parents and also the first of four children or you can also say the first of my three younger siblings?(don’t hold on to this tjo…there might be a twist, you never know with parents and dark pasts) ANYWAYS… My life has been full of little hiccups here and there but in a way it was perfect Or so I thought Life has thrown me in and out of many phases and I just wish that I’ll be able to sail through I love sports And ballet And painting And doodling And drawing And sketching And swinging And swimming (even if I only splash and actually don’t know how to swim) And watching cartoons And eating And listening to people speak and interpret Spanish (like dora the explora) although I don’t like french Long story short, i love doing many things but sadly the part of the world i was born into … doesn’t bless me with the privilege to learn them and the support i need to go through with it even if by some miracle I could find a place that teaches one of the many things I would like to learn It’s not common and it is quite expensive If i were the only child of my middle class family then maybe, just maybe i would be allowed to and we could afford it I have so much to say but i guess I suffer from adhd or something Because I end up not getting to the point or making a fool of myself while i blab on and on dancing around the topic At the end of the day I’m like(shoot! All this unnecessary details and I still didn’t drive the point home) So most times I practice! I think of what their reaction would be like, possible questions and how i can answer them well and sometimes i go as far as having the imaginary conversation out loud (which as you would expect earns me curious stares from who ever catches me) it all usually makes so much sense in my head but when i eventually start speaking all that practice becomes a waste of time On the bright side it was entertaining to act a one sided drama with imaginary (real life) people and eventually have a full blown really interesting story line.Don’t even get me started on how flexible it all is as i can delete scenes and adjust the script whenever but alas my masterpiece remains with me,away from the eyes and ears of others Am i an organized person ? Uhmmm Let me just say… perhaps my systematic means of doing things is quite different It takes a smart person to understand Funny how i say that but yet I don’t believe I’m all that smart I mean, dumb people too say and do smart things right? Perhaps I’m just one of them I get a lot of flashbacks and i have a huge extended family … life and details. If i tell you everything all at once you will definitely get confused or overwhelmed with the many names blah blah blah I would like to map it down for you But maybe from specific events in my present that would take us back to the past So Keep an open mind You know what I’ve come to love about reading? Sometimes it requires patience (which I don’t have but can be persuaded to hold on a bit longer by a good story) You see.. When you have a creative mind and you are all for the action after watching a good amount of movies to know how to make your own set in your head, you would watch a far better movie in your mind than anything you’ve watched on tv Why? Because you live it The images are sharp and clearer You piece it together You make adjustments You make sure everything action is carried out accurately You make the actors and actresses more lively, active and bubbly You make them witty(the one with a good sharp mouth would be my favorite) The protagonist is more sensible and smart not nearly as oblivious as she would look in the movie when it’s produced and finally They look so much more beautiful/handsome (ultimately fitting for their role) AND THAT! That!, is what i need you to do right now So come with me