THE IMMORTALS; Origins.

Dear Diary , I feel at ease when it rains but when a girl is 11 years old we don't think of marriage. Or at least I don't think about such things . My mother says I have to pick a husband for future times. What exactly is future times? I just want to live a normal life and just be a kid . They made me wear a dress to these meetings. How I was told life goes is you are born , you are to have an arranged marriage and should have a family. Very simple no? I don't know why the rush to do these things. I think I am cursed to choose and maybe get fat with these meetings. Two pictures and two boys who I will meet soon . Both look charming . One is strawberry blonde and the other boy has a natural strand violet hair with blue hair. I know I have yet to meet them but I am excited. Here's me being positive about these things. I do worry about the boys I have rejected. I want to hear back from them but I don't get any letters back. What happened to the families I wonder?