Chapter 1
He slowly kissed my belly and made his way down my belly with his hot lips, the tension in me was rising, very quickly. "Do you like it?", he asked in-between kisses. "Uhh yeah", I answered, almost forgetting myself for a second.
He laughed a bit, then continued. At this point, he was on my zipper. He starts unzipping my jeans and kissing my upper legs, slowly making his way into my thighs, kissing and moving upwards, 'he is getting closer', I think to myself. 'Closer, closer, closer…'
RING! RING!! RING!!!
My eyes flared open as I sighed. 'Another dream. The second one this week'. They were starting to get more frequent, these dreams.
At first, it used to be just kissing, but not anymore. Now they are more serious, way more intimate. If only I knew who it was, this guy, always the same person in every dream. 'Maybe I shouldn't know, let's keep them just as they are, dreams'.
My phone started to ring again. It was Clair, my best friend. We have been inseparable ever since she and her family joined the pack 8 years ago. I chuckled, remembering our first meeting.
"Hey, what took you so long to answer", she said, looking excited. Clair was the kind of girl that hardly got mad. She was the kind that was like a mother figure even at age 10, always supportive, maybe too supportive.
"Ohh, I was asleep", I answered, half annoyed. I thought this time I could have seen his face, this man in my dreams.
"Of course you are, you're always asleep", I could hear the sarcasm in her voice "Well hurry up and get ready 'Cusack and Tristan. agree to come with us. This is going to be epic!" she said, giggling.
"What! Jack! Clair no! Not!" I yelled, my heart began to race and my throat went dry. Jack had been my crush forever and I wasn't going to see him today. NEVER.
"But why? Will it be fun?", She seemed disappointed.
"You know why, I look like a blub in my bikini! You know I only agreed to go with you 'cuz you said it would just be the two of us in the middle of nowhere, you know, where no one else can see me looking disgusting". At this point, I was freaking out, that was the problem with Clair, always playing matchmaker. Ugh, I was sick of it.
"Don't exaggerate, you know that was like what, 4 years ago?", she said, laughing.
"It's not funny and you know it isn't. I don't care if it was five or even ten years ago! I am not remaking that scenario, period". She knew how wearing a bikini made me feel, ever since that day on the central beach with Jazz and her friends.
"Si, you can't be scared forever, all that stuff is in the past, you are turning 18 in less than a month, so you need to get over your fears and start living a little, okay? I'll come pick you up in thirty minutes". She said in a convincing tone.
"Alright", I said, making my way to my closet. I just hope the swimsuit I bought last week wasn't a bad choice, it was either that or a yellow one that was a bit too revealing around the boob area for me.
"Bye, Si. See you in a bit", she said.
"Bye". I replied dismissively. I wished I could just die. What if I ended up embarrassing myself? Then all the hopes I had of ever getting with Jack would be permanently extinguished. I had to go though, a part of me felt that the man from my dreams could be Jack and there was only one way to confirm it, checking if we had chemistry.
'I'm already blushing just thinking of it. I mean, what if he was my mate? I'm beginning to get excited about today. I looked in the mirror and sighed, oversized clothes had been my fortitude ever since the body shaming. This would be a first.
"Here goes nothing", I said, stepping into the bathroom.
