16 DINNER WITH NEW FRIENDS CLAUDIA Moments before John’s arrival. After John left, I helped Michael set the table early, so that I could find a nice dress to wear for dinner. I wanted to look my best. Michael came in and stood at the kitchen entrance as I set the china out. “What?” I asked as I set the last dish down. He smiled. “I just wanted to make sure you’re okay.” “I’m fine, Michael,” I said with a slight frown. Sometimes, he made me feel like such a kid. God, I’m almost eighteen. “You know I worry about you,” Michael said. “I’m sorry I had to be tough on you.” I realized what he was getting at. “I know how much you wanted to go to that party, but—” “Michael, please. Not right now,” I said. “Can we just enjoy this evening without talking about that?” The party didn’t even m

