"EXPERIENCE'S"

Unexplained phenomena ... Not knowing the answers to why they show up to living people and make us feel them. Others are distracted and socializing in the world  living people. Are they just asking for justice? Or want to make friends us? Or do they just want to intimidate and disrupt our quiet lives? They may also be depressed and seek solace? ...... This is true story about my experience. In my room in 2004. I often slept with a blanket and the light in my room was off. But the door was open. I have no one to sleep with in that room. And once when I woke up late at night I no longer have the blanket on my face so when I woke up I saw the shadow of a woman in my room, what came to my mind first at those times was that maybe it was just my older brother's wife because she was the only woman with me in that house. Then why did I see the shadow even though the light in the room was off? Isn't the door of my room open? That's why the light outside the room is the light from our kitchen so the light reaches into my room. So there! As soon as I saw the shadow it occurred to me that if it was my sister why was she thin? And the hair length of this shadow? Errr while my sister is fat and her hair is only up to her shoulders. Horror enveloped my whole body while my eyes getting wide. My body started to feel somethings wrong. The shadow take a walk and she walk back and forth and she will come here and there, why is that? Question into my mind. I can't make a move in my bed even if I want to be covered all of me with a blanket. I can only move my eyes. When I noticed her approaching me my heartbeat became more and more confused. Oh my God! I said to myself without a sounds I almost wanted to shout but there seemed to be nothing come out to my mouth. I was freezing in fear. Only my mind speaks I was already bathed in granular sweat as she gradually approached her shadow changed her hands were pointed. It's really hard to hold on and keep my self not to notice by her. I don't know what to think and to do, I feel like I'm going crazy with so much fear. 'Waaaaahhhhhh !!!' My brain screamed in horror. But I really can't make a move or any kind of sounds. I was freezing! When she was in front of me I closed my eyes and held my breath. So she just didn't seem to notice me that I was awake at those times. I was praying a prayer again and again only in my mind. Oh god help me end my suffering I feel like I'm going to die of fear. I don't know how many hours I stayed like that until our neighbor's chickens were crowing and my older brother entered my room and woke me up. "Wake up! You still have class to attend!" He touches my head with a tap. "Whooh!" it's really morning my eyes suddenly opened and I breathe with so much relieved. "What's wrong with you? Why are you sweating? Uhm! okay I got it! It's just because it's kind of hot in your room but you're still covered with a blanket! Geeezzz!" My older brother said. and I was really bathed in sweat with great fear I was almost pale, I gasped for breath feeling like my body was running out of oxygen and at any moment I will faint. I got up and go to the bathroom to take a bath, I just ignored him my brother. But whats terrible things that every night the scene is always like that in my dreams also appearing, So I’ve always been awake since then. And I couldn't stand it's really scary I asked my sister if it was really her or not to confirm. I was hoping that she really her. I was so nervous when she said it finally and i was terrible in shock even I already expecting that she wasn't her, and she really wasn't that shadow. It's not really her... I hid the shock and fear building up all over my body I don't want her to notice it. I seated far from her facing my back to her. My mind full of worries and fears yeah! uhhmmm but Ahh! I don't feel like sleeping in that room anymore! Never again! I hung out on our terrace one night. There are many trees in our yard full of jackfruit full of santol and (what do you call the shape of like a violet grape? Something like that). Full of banana and horseradish. Next to our path near the terrace there is a broken jackfruit tree because that tree is old so it has been cut down. Isn't it when you are sitting or standing or whatever position you are in, you can see your side on the side of your vision, even if you don't look directly at me, am I right? So I was struck by the sight of a female shadow standing on a broken jackfruit tree. Then suddenly the wind blew hard and my body hairs rose and suddenly the glass window closed which gave a noise. To my shock I ran into the house. When I entered our door suddenly closed. What the F***!How could be possible close the door that easily when the weight of closing it has needed to be pushed? Geeezzz... I can't stand it! My eyes wided in shock. I really screamed in fear and panic Huhuhu, I was about to cry when my older brother shouted at me because he said that why I wasn't close the door slowly and slammed it. To my scares I really don't speak or tell anything to them to what's really happening. I can't speak or tell everything because I don't know if they would believe me or they will laugh at me. I decide and said to my mind... that tomorrow I will go to my grandmother home. So the next day I actually left and went to my grandmother home. I don't want to sleep there anymore it's really scares me. I don't sleep well because of fear. Until now I didn’t know what was there in that area and still sometimes it's bothering me when it's appearing in my dreams. And up to this day my brother and his family still live there. And the tree on which that female shadow lived was no longer there. I didn't even inquire or ask to my older brother or to my sister about that tree anymore because it might follow me just in case I don't want it happen again. So I just let it go .. So this is one of my scary experiences ... I will share more with you in the second chapter. ......