CHAPTER 1 — The Borrowed Life
Lydia's POV
I shouldn’t have been there.
That was the only thought looping through my brain as I caught my reflection in the glass doors of St. Catherine’s Private Hospital. The girl looking back at me was a stranger. She looked polished, sleek, and expensive, like she belonged to a world where "budget" was a word people only used ironically.
The emerald silk dress wasn’t mine. The silver heels that were already pinching my toes definitely weren’t mine. Even the way I was holding my chin up felt like a borrowed habit I’d have to return by midnight.
Inside, the lobby glowed. Crystal chandeliers hung from the ceiling like frozen rain, and the air smelled like lilies and cold hard cash. People moved across the marble floor with the kind of effortless grace that only comes from never having to worry about a light bill. These were people who didn't have three months of overdue rent notices stuffed into a kitchen drawer.
I took a long, shaky breath, watching the fog of my breath vanish against the glass.
“Why did I let you talk me into this, Nora? Seriously.”
Nora appeared beside me, adjusting a stray blonde curl in the reflection. She was wearing a smirk that suggested she knew exactly how uncomfortable I was and found it hilarious. “Because you love me. And because you’ve spent the last three weeks eating nothing but boxed ramen. You need a steak, Lydia. A free, high-end, gala-funded steak.”
I scoffed, smoothing the silk over my hips. “I love you, sure. But I hate this. I feel like a spy who forgot her cover story.”
She linked her arm through mine, her grip firm enough to keep me from bolting back toward the subway. “Relax. It’s just a charity gala, not a deposition. Just smile, nod, and look mysterious. Everyone here is too self-absorbed to notice if you’re 'one of them' or not.”
“Easy for you to say,” I muttered. “You actually have a standing invitation.”
“And now you’re my plus-one. Stop thinking and start walking.”
She pulled me through the doors before I could come up with a better excuse to leave.
The atmosphere shifted the second we stepped inside. The city noise, the sirens, the grinding of tires, the shouting, was cut off instantly. It was replaced by a low, humming silence that felt heavy. The air was cooler here, filtered and clean.
I tried to keep my eyes forward, but it was hard not to stare. The diamonds were blinding. The tailored suits looked like they cost more than my entire tuition fees.
“Stay here,” Nora whispered, spotting someone near the grand staircase. “I need to go smooth things over with the board director. If I get him on my side, my internship turns into a paycheck. Don't move. Don't disappear. And for heaven's sake, don't look like you’re planning an escape.”
“I’m making no promises,” I said, but she was already gone, weaving through the crowd with practiced ease.
Great. Alone in a room full of sharks.
I walked toward a long table draped in white linen, stacked high with champagne flutes. I needed something to do with my hands so I didn't look like a loiterer. I picked up a glass, watching the gold bubbles race to the top.
Act normal, I told myself. Nobody knows your bank account is sitting at twelve dollars and forty cents.
“Put that down.”
The voice was low. It wasn't a request, it was a command, delivered with a sharpness that made the hair on my arms stand up.
I turned slowly, hoping I looked more annoyed than startled.
The man standing a few feet away was the definition of "controlled." He wasn't loud or flashy, but he took up all the space in the immediate area. His suit was gray, cut so precisely it looked like an armor. His hair was dark, his jawline was a straight edge, and his eyes, cold, slate gray, were currently pinned on me.
He looked like he’d already run a background check on me just by looking at my shoes.
“Excuse me?” I asked, keeping my voice steady.
“The glass,” he said, taking a step closer. The movement was predatory and efficient. “You’re holding it like you’re afraid you’ll break it. Which is a fair instinct, considering you don't look like you can afford the replacement.”
I felt the heat climb up my neck, but I didn't look away. I didn't drop the glass, either. Instead, I took a deliberate, slow sip of the champagne. It tasted like crisp apples and arrogance.
Then I gave him a slow, thin smile. “And you don’t look like someone who was taught how to talk to guests. Or people in general.”
For a split second, a flicker of something, surprise? interest? crossed his face before his expression went rigid again.
“You’re not on the guest list,” he said. It wasn’t a guess.
“I didn’t realize you were the one checking IDs at the door,” I shot back.
“I’m not,” he replied calmly. “But I own the security systems that run this building. Every face that enters is logged. Yours didn't trigger a match.”
Of course. A tech mogul with a deity complex. “Then maybe you should invest in a system that filters out personality defects. You might find more friends that way.”
That actually got a reaction. His eyes narrowed slightly, and he studied me with a terrifying level of focus. “What’s your name?”
“Why? Planning to have me escorted out by your 'systems'?”
“Because,” he said, his voice dropping an octave, “I want to know who thinks she can walk into my space and pretend she belongs here.”