Thea I'm at a loss. I don't know what to do next or how to handle this situation. Add to the fact that my brain, heart and body can't seem to agree on whether this is a good thing or a bad thing, and I'm completely frozen and unsure what to do now. “Thank you for that,” I say as Azura hurries off to go meet the chickens. I follow her, noticing Blake keeping step with me. “Nothing to thank me for.” He doesn't seem to think he's done anything, but oh my goodness, is he wrong. When the day finally comes to a close and Azura is winding down from her exciting day at home, I glance at Blake and ask point blank, “Do you want me to stay tonight or am I going home?” This has become the way that I pressure him to tell me the plan. It’s also the way I've been told for the last three nights to s

