Chapter 42 Sandra Rico offers for me to come over to his place via text and I gratefully accept. After spending a little bit of time with my mom and dad, I feel certain that it's time to have this conversation. I didn't want to corner him while he was helping me load and unload boxes because of the news he gave me about his mom. I know he doesn't seem fazed about Grace’s death, but losing a parent is difficult, regardless of what your relationship with that person is. After having a long conversation with my mom about everything, she also agreed that it might be a good idea to reach out and at least let him know that I’m sorry for everything I did and said, for betraying him, for letting him down when I should have been strong for him. Still, my heart's pounding like crazy as I drive

