The Night Sky Where We left Our Precious Memories

"Mom, where are you going?" "Why are you leaving me?" were the last words I said before my Mom left me alone. My father was already dead when I was still 5 years old and ever since then, I felt like I was nothing but a burden to my mom. She then started to treat me like nothing but a blank space and so, she became selfless. I'm still 15 years old and if my mom left me, what would happen to me? if mom left me, will dad rise again to protect and feed me? or will i just become stray kid like any other kids that's left by their parents?. "mom, please don't leave me alone!, i dont know what lies up ahead if we are not together, i dont know a future without you!... i-i cant even earn for myself mom, please!" and my mom left without even giving any s**t about my crying and suffering words to her and came together with his new husband. Why is this happening to me My god? god?. Does Gods even exist? I never felt their mercy even once. for now, i just want to cry everything out. I ran and ran until i felt tired and reached the park at the seaside and sat on to the bench "AAAAAAAAGGHHH" "DAMN YOU GOD, WHY!!! OF ALL PEOPLE, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME ALONE?? YOU TOOK MY FATHER TOO EARLY, I NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO TAKE A COMPLETE FAMILY TO MY SCHOOL ACTIVITIES!!!! WHY!" are the words just came out of my mouth without expecting them coming out. Ever since my father disappeared from my sight, I felt like half of me was taken away and i never had a chance to speak my feelings for my dad always told to be strong and don't cry. but the guy who motivated me to be strong left me weak. .. it's been 4 weeks since mom left me and i dont know what should i do, i tried to contact my dad's family but none of them answered my call even my mom's family never tried to reach me out. "you fools! im definitely taking my revenge to all of you" is the words i said out of despair, but i never dreamt of revenge after all. "im out of food supplies now! what should i do, what should i do?" *panicking* "ohh right, im just gonna buy goods at the grocery store, look's like the time for me to use up my savings is coming now." and things go on vice versa till i ran out of money. "I wonder what should i do now, my mom left me alone and broke, dad's families are unreachable as well as mom's, my bank savings are empty. Am i going to die this early? oh God, f**k you" all i did was blame God. "it's night, the weather is fine and the sky tonight seems nice. well, let's go for a walking then" as i walked through the night selflessly, hungry and suffering. I reached the seaside park 5 km away from my house without noticing anything. And i sat at the bench trying to think for my future. I was losing all my hope and was about to try jumping in the sea. but, a miracle happened. I was about to cry again. but, i heard a stranger shouting anything to me. ... A sudden lightning and thunder suddenly zapped about me causing my feet to freeze. as the nightsky was brightened by the lightning, the noisy environment suddenly became quiet. the waves of the seas seemed to rubbish the harbor excitingly. the shine of the stars seemed to be full of nothing, but joy. As she forwards towards me, my feet seemed to be frozen causing me not being able to move. and so, she arrived with a smile on her face. "hey, what are you trying to do, that's not good" she said "o-oh, im just trying to look at the sea" *ba-dum* *ba-dum* i replied to her, but i lied. "ahh, i see" "y-yeah" "actually im lost, can i ask for your help? please" "ohh, sure. it does not bother me at all" *ba-dum *ba-dum* I was so shy and my heart beated quickly, maybe this is a love at first sight. I never believed at love at first sight but look, it's hitting me now! "thanks, how do i get here?" *shows a map* "just ride a taxi and tell the driver to take you at the boulevard avenue and you'll reach your destination" "thank you very much, bye" *waves a hand as going on slowly* "w-WAIT!!!, can i ask for your name?" *blushing* The words suddenly came out of my mouth, but at least it made me happy and i dont regret it "ohh my name is sakura, im Fujiwara Sakura" can i know yours as well? *made bright smile* "i- Im yuki, Tamashiro Yuki" *blushes* those smiles are the brightest smile i saw ever since i felt im lost. it felt so warm, i never want to let it go, i want to chase for it.