The perfect view

(Basic of the story:- 1)In this story everyone can see others and their heart. 2) Heart's colour define someone's personality. ) Today is the day, when I will go to college for the first time. I'm so scared that all the kids will make fun of my short height. But my mother taught me that "the more we stay away from our reality, the more it hurts us". But the truth is that accepting yourself is not that easy. Still I am going to college today. When I took a step outside, some kids started making fun of me saying "Look, that school going kid is going to college". Hearing that, a c***k came on my heart, but still I went ahead and went to college. All the way, I was thinking only about his talk. The c***k was getting as big as I was thinking. But as soon as I came in front of the college, I stopped thinking about it, only then I found a man looking very strangely in the watchman's uniform, like he doesn't like me at all. I ignored him and went ahead and saw a group in which a boy was looking very perfect, rich and decent and he was also very attractive. Going close to him, I was afraid that this would also make fun of me, but he did not do this at all, instead he called me to him and asked "Are you new here?". I said in my nervous voice "Yeah, I'm new here". We all gave our introductions and they all talked in a very nice way, especially Ryan (Perfect Boy). I had forgotten about my short height while talking to them for a while that the boys standing some distance made me jokingly reminded them. I ignored them and asked where is the class of 1st year. Ryan told that the class is in the last of the 1st floor. When he was telling me that's when I noticed that there is not a single c***k in his red heart. I was only thinking at that time that he was always be only happy his entire life? "Nice to meet you Peter (May)" all said. I said "I also enjoyed meeting you". At that moment Ryan notices that I have a cracks in my heart but he didn't say anything. On my way to class, I was just scared of how everyone in the class would see me. And it happened just as I thought, after the introduction of the teacher, everyone started looking at me strangely. Then I got a little c***k in my heart again. At that time I was only thinking that "Why me God, I have never done bad to anyone, then why me".Thinking about this, I was going ahead when the teacher said "Here, sit here with Harry". When I looked at Harry, he looked very funny and cute and he also had the perfect pink heart. He smiled and gave me a place to sit and said "wassup peter". He was so good that by the time the break happened we became good friends. During the break I came to know that everybody jokes with him and he got me along with many friends. At first they was looking at me strangely but as soon as Harry introduced me, they started talking to me nicely. Ryan and his friends have just arrived in the class. He went straight to Harry, and they both turned out to be good friends. When Harry got me introduced to Ryan, he said, "I know him, I met him this morning". While they were talking to each other, I was watching everyone's heart to check their mood for that long. While doing this, I noticed that there was a group whose heart was filled only with anger and stoicism. Among them were those boys who were making fun of me in the morning. He saw me and he smiled and called me to him. I was about to leave when Ryan stopped me and said "he won't come". Then their leader raven came forward whose heart was black with red gradient. Raven and Ryan were about to fight when Harry came and stopped them. I loved seeing that Ryan and harry not only supported me but also started fighting for me. My heart started healing some cracks. As soon as I reached home, I first told my mother about both of them. Mother was so happy to see that even though there was some c***k on my heart, it was shining very brightly. The only thing running through my mind was, Did Harry and Ryan have this perfect heart from the beginning?