Cameron’s POV
A smile quirked on Lexi’s lips but it faded quickly. “Yes, I even… I thought for a while that it wasn’t fair that he was gone and you were here instead.”
I tensed up. That stung. A lot. I know I wasn’t very friendly to her, but like, was I ‘wishing me dead’ levels of unfriendly? Lexi reached her hand out for mine but I yanked it away, running it through my hair.
“Cam…” she said softly. “I’m sorry I felt that way. I don’t think that now.”
I wanted to lash out in anger and ask her which one of us she’d rather have dead then, but I was sure it would still be me, plus, that wasn’t fair to the other guy, this Tyler guy. I knew I had been a bastard to her since she got here. I needed to accept the consequences. And that included accepting the knowledge that at one point, even i
