I always feel haunted by time, by acts, and stares. Those unbearable feeling I have to endure that time was a murder, a killer of my feelings and thoughts. It was all pitch dark, things were not visible from my sights. It still haunts me like crazy, remembering what happened in the bar, those eyes staring at you silently, talking at your backs silently judges you even though I was there saving my best friend. I felt horror on those stares that is why I decided to put a mask on them, making my self calm and can avoid their gazes that always makes me scared and nervous, highly strung by the feeling. Funny right? An alpha being scared and shaking by just gazes? but there's one wolf said
' It's okay to be scared, but don't be a bait to your own fear. I'm here for you '
The wolf that did no
