I'm not the girl for you

They are standing over there. The door is locked,windows covered with the curtain. The sun will be raised but I can't see the sun rays... I feel cold I was just trying to keep warm myself under the bed. I can see 2 pairs of long boots. One is a small and another is large. Who are they..?? What they want from me.? I don't know. I just trying to keep calm and silent. I think they are gone, I can't see them..where are they.? After a minute I'm out. And I'm freez. It's a child wearing a long black coat with a pair of long boots he is beautiful,his eyes are blue with black combination and shiny golden hairs. He is very attractive but he is not human. He is laughing at me.I can see his two fangs over his lower pink lips. He is sitting on the CHANDELIER. I'm shocked trying to shout but I can't say anything. I'm still standing looking up at him. After a big laugh he said somthing in different language my mind and I feel the heat inside my veins and feel the palpitations in my heart. I closed my eyes and trying to tell myself "it was just a dream, only a nightmare" I can hear some voices "wakeup Come on wake up.. you have to wake..Heather..!! Heather..!! Wake up." it's my friends Rachel..she aks me 'Heather are you OK.? ' "yeah it's was just an old nightmare again" She is getting ready for college. Oh crap.. I'm late for college. I have to go now.. It's 9:45am. *** My name is Heather. I'm from India. But I'm in Canada now for getting my post graduate diploma. My parents are Indian so was I. I'm living here with my friends it's too much cold here but I love cold places nor hot one.. My hairs are golden brown eyes are brown I'm not good looking. I'm in college now. I don't like to make friends.. I love read novels and making paintings too.. After my lecture as usual I'm going in library. Finding some books which is related to my dreams and I found it but it's too old and some pages are missing. Sudden I feel the coldness near me.. What was that.? I think someone is standing beside me. Tall wearing a glasses and staring at me. I'm scared trying to take a look..oh s**t it's librarian.. She is taller than me and when I see her she smiles at me and say "hi Heather. Sorry you are not able to read this book" and she take the book back.. And she's gone.. I'm still standing over there. I see the lots of books but not like that.. At the up stairs.. Someone standing there grabbing a book like which type of book I want to read. He is tall,handsome,with golden hairs till his shoulders. Wearing a peach colour T-shirt with a black jeans .. He is searching for books maybe..and I'm trying to read that name of book which he is holding..Oh my God.. He have the first edition of "Kiss Of Butterfly "but this book is very rare. Only 10copies in the whole world... Where did he find this book..? Oops he is looking at me and I'm staring at him.. Our eyes lock. His eyes are blue..i whispered on my own mind "Beautiful" wait.. I remember those eyes the colour the spark, golden hairs but where.? One girl walk behind him and hug him..who is she.? She block our eye contact..she wears a red halter neck top with black short skirt. With a pair of black heels.. Her long hair is silver in color. Really silver..?? I know it's totally different but it's suits on her. Whatever.. I just grab a book from the same shelf where I found that old book and take a seat on the chair beside the book shelf.. But my eyes finding him. He's here downstairs.. With that girl..his one hand on her waist and other is grabing that novel. I'm just looking at him. Only 8feet distance between us.. His girl was finding some other books from the same shelf where I've been. Our eyes lock again.. Now I can see his eyes clearly. Woah I can feel the spark of his eyes like we meet before. I got lots of pictures in my mind but not clear. Somthing is just blocking my Mind I was just trying to get the pictures but didn't get.. Wait I remember the child from my dreams the same eyes and golden hairs I remember.. Suddenly I stop think and break the eye contact between us. And read the title of the book"First Bite" write by "Mac Flynn" oh this one is a story of werewolf. He is still standing there. That silver hairs found a book of somthing "wild romance" which is written in French..and they both leave the hall of library.. I closed that book and place it where I found it. And just going home with Rachel. She is seating back seat of the car with her boyfriend and I'm driving. Her boyfriend is from Korea. The Korean boy. His hairs is short and he is a good looking and simple guy. Rachel is from Australia. She is beautiful. Her body curves is perfect. With dark hairs with curls. I don't know her eye colour because she love to wear colourful leans. Sometimes green,black,blue,red,grey,etc. God know her eyes colour. After an hour finally we are here at home... Oh my shoulder hurts. I don't like to drive this volkswagen vento. I open the door and get in... Oh this guys are started kissing in front of me.. I reach upstairs on my room... They need lots of time and space maybe. But they looks cute with each other. I opened my rooms door and lock it from inside. I think I need some sleep.. I took my leather jacket and jeans. I was searching something lose to wear. I found white shorts and cannot find my loose top. I don't know where I placed. I tied my hairs. And fall asleep. Those blue eyes staring at me again.. But this time I'm not afraid. It's beautiful not horror. He is here. I feel the cold near me. Like outside temperature is freezing. He is standing in front of me. He was trying to hiding something from me. When I take a step he give me a side. I'm shocked when I take a look. It's bills everywhere. On the ceiling ,the sofa, the floor, the walls filled with the blood. When I turned I can see the blood on his shirt, his hand filled with blood, I tried to shout but my voice is nil. I'm scared. What have you done..? I feel the palpitations inside my heart.. My eyes are full of with tears.. someone help me..