My Dear Neighbor (Gay Romance) -English Version

Krrrriiiiinggggg! Krrriinggg! *alarm I tried to open my eyes even though I was struggling because I stayed up last night looking at my neighbor's window, Kristian Miguel Uytico. How did I know his full name? I have my ways. Hahahaha! I will never forget when they just moved here to our place. I was just in my first year of high school and I didn't know that we were the same age. I still remember that I didn't care about my life or myself. I'm almost lazy in my life because I feel like I'm always repeating what I do every day. Until I saw him from above, through the window of my room, and I was even more surprised to find out that the window of my room was just opposite the window of Kristian's room. I'm really lucky! Since then, my life has been happy and it's as if my world has been colored when I see him. The problem is that I think this guy is very smart. So I'm sorry my brothers and sisters like me who are reading this, because I let you down. I am living proof that not everyone like us is smart. Why is my IQ only average? If I had been as smart as Kristian, maybe now I would always be with him at school. But even though our situation is like that, I used it to study hard and be smart.. but it's really hard, right? It's only a dream to have him as my classmate. Since the first year of high school, he has been in the homogeneous section, while I am only in the heterogeneous section. But no matter how hard I try, I can't really get into that section because they are monsters, because the students there are so smart. Homogeneous is also known as a star section. They are just one section but they are all smart! As for the heterogeneous, there are six sections here that are mixed students regardless of their general average from last year, as long as these are the students who did not reach the average of the homogeneous ones. I'm really hoping that I'll reach the cut-off average for the homogeneous this year, but I failed, but at least it's a little bit better than my average last year and it's our last year in high school today. That's why I just now accepted that Kristian and I will no longer be classmates. There is no chance for us to know each other or be close to each other. I can still imagine that we are laughing while going home together, but nothing seems to be destined for me. It seems that the only thing that I can do is to crush him from afar and watch him in my own world. Maybe you already know why I'm telling you all of this and all about him, right? I've been talking to you guys for a long time but Kristian is the only word that came to my mouth hehe. but I think he only likes girls, so I feel like we really have no hope! What do you think? Guys, help me! How will your crush notice you? What should I do? Did you know that apart from Kristian being very smart, he is also very quiet? Why is it that when a person is so smart, he is also so quiet? Can you explain it to me? He is the type of person who only counts the words that come out of his mouth. How did I count? I told you I have my way! Wow! He also likes to be alone all the time. I hardly see anyone with him, not even his classmates except for the flirtatious ones who hired him as a tutor! But don't me! I know those kinds of moves. Kristian is also ranked as top in his section and not just in his class but in our entire school. So, of course, these greedy girls use that as an excuse to have him as their tutor. I talk so much but I haven't introduced myself to you yet. eherm! By the way, I'm Jeffrey Torres, just call me Jepoy for short. My name is very manly! But I know that you also know that I like guys too, right? hahahaha! Kristian wakes up at 6:30 in the morning. That's why I also woke up at that time. I've been doing this for three years, but I don't know if he notices me or not. I don't even know if he knows that I like him or if he knows that we go to the same school. I don't even know if he knows that he is my neighbor. It was already seven in the morning, so I immediately ran near my window to see if Kristian was awake because I needed him to get ready first so that I could accompany him when he went to school. But, of course, I let him go first. I'm always behind him, watching him. Our school is not that far from home, you can take a jeepney or a bus or, if you want to exercise, you can walk because it will really make you sweat, especially when the weather is hot. "Hi, Kristian! Good morning!" I happily greeted him when he came out of their gate. But of course, I only said that in my mind.hehe Well, in fact, a while ago I was just waiting for him to come out of the gate so that when he came out I would go out of our gate, but as usual I didn't look at him. As soon as he came out of the gate, he walked almost ten steps. What is this? A marathon? It's our last year but we still don't know each other. Especially when I found out that he plans to study in Manila after we graduate from high school, when that happened I really had no hope for him. That's why I will strengthen my heart. It's now or never beybeh! I chased him but I still let him go ahead. I was just a few steps away from him and I could smell his perfume! It really smells so good! He's handsome and smart and he smells so good! We are now close to school and I need to talk to him now! "Ahmmmm...." o my gad! This is it. Am I serious? Am I really going to talk to him now? Shame!!!!!!! "Uhmmmmm...." oh s**t! Oh s**t! I think he heard my voice, he suddenly stopped walking and my heart was beating so fast I was about to have a heart attack because I was so nervous! my heart! I swallowed my fear when I saw that he was about to turn to me. "Christian!!!!" A woman screamed in the distance and he immediately turned around. "There you are! Let's go together." The girl said. She thought she was beautiful! I can still see she's trying to look cute with Kristian. Girl, it's not good! Hmmm! So Annoying! I really feel that way, I was about to introduce myself to him but I still got interrupted. I just looked at them while walking. They haven't gone far yet, so I can still hear that girl's irritating voice. She feels that maybe being cute is something for her! Annoying! Yes, I'm already bitter. If it's not bitter, then I'm jealous! I walked while looking at them. That's why I didn't notice that there was another person in front of me and bumped into him accidentally and the thing is, he was holding an apple juice, which immediately spilled on my body. In shock, we both screamed and immediately grabbed the attention of other people, including Kristian. "What the hell! Look where you're going!" said the girl I bumped into. She screamed. When I saw that Kristian and his feeling-beautiful female classmate were about to look at us, I immediately turned around and hid my face with my two hands. s**t it's so embarrassing! I don't want him to see me in this kind of situation. "Hey! What's wrong with you!" I peeked and saw Kristian and that girl walking into the school gate. "You're crazy! Panshdkkdsjsjxkmsbshusisjjs....." I didn't even understand what this girl next to me was saying. I just looked at Kristian while walking in. Why is that? Why doesn't fate want us to meet?