Chapter 4: title: confessor
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I don't know why, but when God burst with intelligence and diligence, why was I sleeping? No matter what I did earlier in the lesson, nothing came to my mind.
It's not that I don't really know anything or that I'm weak, maybe I'm just really lazy. I only worked hard because of Kristian, but now why does it feel like it is a sin to see him?
At this time, I was in a hurry to go to the cafeteria and pass by Kristian's room just to see him, but now? I feel ashamed because I don't know what to do. Hahaha...
"Guys, let's go eat hahaha!" Pol shouted. It's because we are having our lunch today.
But please! I hope I don't see Kristian in the cafeteria. I mean there is a big chance that I will see him because he will also have lunch there, but I hope he sits somewhere far from me so that we don't see each other.
"Hey, Jepoy! Is it true that you confessed to Kristian from a homogeneous class? That you like him!?" My classmate asked and they laughed together.
"Can you stop right there!" Pol said angrily. It's good that this gay man is here, at least someone is defending me.
Pol and Camile pulled me upright to leave the room to have lunch, but we hadn't even left the room when our classmate suddenly spoke.
"He thought Kristian would notice him. What a thick face! As if Kristian would pay attention to him, right!?" My classmate said insultingly as she and her group laughed.
Actually, I don't want to name them but I can't help myself. Maybe it's better if you meet them. They are the only ones who are dying for Kristian's attention, the attention-seekers. In fact, they are the ones that Kristian doesn't pay attention to. The woman insulting me is Mary Ann Manalas. The name is very religious but his behavior is very bad! She is the typical character of the villain who will be pitied, but the character is demonic.
She is always with Joceleen Bande who is a superplastic here in our room, and the last one is Ean Keb Tabang. He is a guy but very gossipy. His hidden skill is to be gentle. That's why we don't trust him, because he eventually forsakes you just to save himself.
Now you know the three villains in my life.
"Can you guys stop! You are Jepoy's classmates and yet you were the first one to insult him." Camille said.
"Come on Camile, let it go." I just told her so that they don't fight anymore. Honestly, I can't blame Ann if she is like that because I know that she really likes Kristian.
When we arrived at the canteen, almost everyone we met looked at me as if they hadn't moved on from what happened yesterday. I just bow down so that somehow my face doesn't become the center of attraction! I haven't even applied face cream yet.
When we entered the canteen, we immediately went to buy food while Pol left us to go outside the school. He must have met up with someone again from Grindr!
Terrible! Because there are too many students even though our cafeteria is so big.
I just ordered my favorite chicken curry and one and a half cup of rice because I'm on a bit of a diet now because of what happened. Hahahaha!
We are already looking for a place where we can sit, even if we share the table if necessary, but to be honest, I'm not really looking for a seat. I'm looking for Kristian if he's here, so I can avoid him right away.
As we walked, I didn't expect to see Jerold again today. Maybe he would be okay if we shared a table with him. After all, Camille and I were the only ones who were looking for a seat.
I was about to approach him when I suddenly saw one of his companions. It's Renz! He was one of those who heard my confession to Kristian! Wait! Is he with two people from the homogeneous section!? I suddenly stopped walking and turned around.
"Bro, that's the one who confessed to Kristian."
"That's him!?"
My eyes widened when I heard that, because it was really embarrassing that he and Kristian are still classmates.
"Hey! Jepoy!" My eyes widened even more when Jerold suddenly called me, this dumb a*s. You're really stupid Jerold!
"You knew him?" Renz asked.
"You sit here, oh! You can sit here" Jerold shouted, as I faced him and smiled.
"Huh? No-no-no. It's okay..." I refused because it might be difficult to see what the students would think.
"Come on Jepoy, we don't have anywhere to sit. Let's sit here," Camile said and immediately approached the group of homogeneous people although there were only three of them, including Jerold.
I don't seem to have any choice because Camille has already sat in their seat.
"Sit here Jepoy!" Jerold offered while arranging a seat next to him. Camille immediately looked at me as if she wanted to say something.
As soon as I sat down, Camile asked Jerold how we had met. I just closed my eyes in shame.
I also secretly looked at Jerold's two friends and they were actually listening to the story of this guy next to me! Maybe they are just curious, especially since Jerold is new to our school. What are they asking? Well, I can't blame them because we are in the 4th year even though we are not in the same class. We know each other. I mean, we know each other but we are not close or friends. It's hard to explain.
I was about to eat the potato on my spoon when I suddenly heard Calvin's voice behind me. What I know is that this person is always after Kristian! I can't say they are close because, the way I know Kristian, he prefers to be alone.
Calvin is also one of the witnesses to what happened yesterday, according to Renz. Oh s**t! I think back to what happened yesterday. It was embarrassing, and then we met here.
I closed my eyes when I felt that Calvin was going to sit at our table.
"Oh! The confessor is here!" I opened my eyes and saw Calvin's face and he actually sat in front of me. Just wait! What a confessor it says!
"W-w-what do you mean confessor!" I told him, who was still stuttering. He just answered me with a laugh.
I also looked at Jerold who was now suppressing his laughter. These homogenous class people are really bullies! Kristian is really the only one who is different from them. How can I move forward with what happened when it's Kristian's classmates who keep reminding me!?
This friend of mine, Camille, does nothing but eat and look cute with Jerold.
"Hey, Kristian! Sit here next to me!" When I heard Calvin yell, I immediately stopped eating and my eyes widened with excitement.
"You can sit here, there's no space at the other table!" He added. Ohmygad! Doesn't this old man know that I'm sitting here?
I was so nervous that I quickly ate the rice and dish.
"Hey, you're going to suffocate. eat slowly," Camile whispered. I looked at her and I was surprised because they were all looking at me. Really s**t! I need to finish before Kristian sits here.
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