Evelyn's pov
“Good morning Zara, here, have some coffee and a sandwich.” I offered her when she woke up and came out
Last night she left with her mate as their alpha was hospitalized. I was sleeping so don't know when she came back but when I woke up she was in her room so I thought to make breakfast for us.
“Wow, the sandwich smells delicious. I bet it will taste delicious as well.” she said and I smiled but it vanished as soon as it came
I remembered how Zach and Claire used to bully me regarding cooking. They never liked anything I made yet they devoured everything saying they were hungry that's why they ate it.
I don't know if it was them or I actually cooked bad as I never got to taste those things. I was surviving over the leftovers for years that I actually forgot how normal food tastes like.
My mother used to make meat pie for me and give the largest slice to me. After their death I don't remember ever having it even if I did. It was just to taste the seasoning.
“Hey! Where are you lost? Why are you crying? Are you fine?” she asked getting worried for me and it made me cry more
Losing Emily has made me more vulnerable than I was and any act of kindness makes me emotional.
“Evelyn what happened? Why are you crying like this? Please tell me sweetie, what's wrong? If you don't share how will I know?” she asked making me sit on the kitchen counter
“No one ever praises my food even after I spend my days cooking for them. My ex mate bullied me regarding it. You praised it even before tasting it made me emotional. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bother you.” I told her wiping my tears
“Oh my munchkin, you didn't bother me. I totally understand your situation. You know before meeting Enrique and becoming the beta female I was an orphan who grew up in a human orphanage.
Trust me it wasn't anything good. I don't even want to remember those days. Those days are my nightmare. I used to work as a waitress in a restaurant while continuing my studies and then I met Enrique there.
He came there for a meeting with Alpha and well he was a minute away from jumping on me in front of everyone if it wasn't Alpha holding him back.
He pulled me to a corner and kissed me claiming me as his. I felt so many butterflies in my belly at once I can't even explain. I wasn't searching for my mate yet he came to me on his own.
He then got to know about me and shifted me here. He is loaded I must say or else how can he shift me here immediately after meeting me?
He made sure I'm studying properly and getting a job later once done with it and I'm working now. He changed my life completely after coming into my life and I believe that Moon Goddess can't be so harsh with her children.
She must have thought something good about you as you're a pure soul. Just like Enrique is my saviour and hero you will find yours as well.” Zara finished and I was listening to her silently
Behind the happy cheerful girl there is a tormented soul hiding or maybe she is healed with her mate's love. I hope the latter one is correct. Will I get someone to heal me as well?
No! What am I even thinking! I have rejected my mate and second chance mates are the rarest case. I can't daydream about something impossible and hurt myself more. I don't need anyone in my life. I am fine alone! Even if I'm not right now I will be.
I will make myself strong where I don't need anyone to be happy.
“Not everyone is lucky like you Zara. I have rejected my fated mate already. Second chance mates are rare and dating a human? Forget about it. So I am alone and I have accepted it. I don't wait for love anymore. I used to before I lost my wolf because of it. Once I heal completely I want you to help me find a job. I can't freeload on you and take advantage of your kindness. I need to be independent as well. No Prince Charming is coming for my rescue. He never did so I need to become my own prince.” I told her with a smile but my eyes has tears of pain which I can't hide
“I don't know Eve but I feel you will get your share of happiness and wolf both back and I will definitely help you to get a job. Don't worry about it.” Zara assured me and I knew my new life in human world will begin in a different way