meth mimics mania

happy hole day

Happy birthday to the w****

today I turned 34

and I don't even remember my birth date

I'm f****** crazy

in the year too late

and nothing's ever going to change

unless I do it and I die today

and I'm not going to do it

they say I'm too scared

but I tried already the drugs just aren't there

no one's helping me

no one gives a f***

but that's all I'm good for

And I like it rough

so happy birthday

to the disgusting ugly me

I'm Not Dead

I just want to be

and oh my God I'm only 33

Can you just bury me under the floor because I don't want to be a w**** at 34

I actually ended up being sober but somehow being delusional and amnesiac that day and ended up thinking that I was in the yellow brick road and I walked all over the side of town that I threw up walking around and I tried to explain it to Joe when I got back but he said that I was trying to get in cars with people when they were trying to get me in the car with them but I don't really know what happened because I was f***** up somehow.