Megan's pov
It's been ten days since we last got back from our bitter moon. Well, you don't expect me to call that a honeymoon, given how we even left there.
After that day we got home together, Bryan hasn't come home yet, not even a call or a text from him.
'Home' How can I call this a home? Every day was boring, he asked me not to go out except when he permitted me to. It just occurred to me that I don't have his contact information.
How sweet, I thought ironically.
I have been married for a month now and I don't have my husband's contact, I gave a weird smile as I thought of the word 'my husband'.
I was grateful I got a separate room, the same room I occupied before I left for our ill-fated honeymoon. Days have blurred into a repetitive routine of reading and fiddling with my phone, and I am getting tired of it. I wasn't yearning for it, I just wanted him to return, if only for a brief confrontation.
At least, we will end up in an argument, that was still better than me being alone in this whole mansion. I was not the only one though, the maids and the bodyguards were around, but they treated me with so much respect that it made me feel uncomfortable.
Afterward, I was an average woman from a family mired in debt, relying on 'his' assistance.
With the time we had spent together, I've had a taste of Bryan's rudeness, arrogance, and pride. His actions the night before we left the hotel had deeply wounded me, as he had abandoned me without a second thought.
I avoided him throughout our ride back home, not like he cared but I tried to make it obvious that I was mad at him.
Two days ago, his parents came to visit me when they heard we were back. His mother was nice and kind, they requested our pictures, but I lied, claiming I had misplaced my phone. I lied for two reasons.
The first reason for the lie was my phone is an outdated product, I don't want them to look down on me. Although I doubt they would, given their kind attitude towards me.
Second, I don't have any of our pictures together, we didn't even take a single picture on our honeymoon, the pictures we took together were just at the wedding.
I made a mental note to get them from the internet. His parents gifted me a new phone, they asked me to take it as part of my wedding gifts from them.
Speaking of wedding gifts, the maid brought them to me a day after we arrived, mostly from Bryan's family. I must say, they are stinkingly rich.
Most of the gifts were diamond jewelry, and dinner dresses which I had longed to own but given my situation, it had to be on my wants list. I was given different kinds of gifts meant for ladies.
I instructed the maid to keep them in a separate wardrobe, I felt I wasn't worthy of all the gifts. The phone Bryan's parents bought for me as well, I haven't even opened at all.
When they were leaving, I didn't know what to call his Mother. I don't like admitting it but I'm also Mrs. Albert, calling her that will only create some unnecessary distance in our relationship and keep it on a business level.
She asked me to call her Mum, while I called her husband Dad. They kept me company before they left that day.
When they left, the whole mansion was deserted again. As much as I wanted to ask Bryan's parents for his contact, I refrained, fearing they might discover our marriage was a sham.
I couldn't ask the staff either, what will they think of me. I'm not proud but I have my pride to maintain, I have to keep my image in front of them.
I sighed heavily as I closed the book I was reading, I was just staring at it, deep in my thoughts. The title was captivating but the book was interestingly boring.
'Interestingly boring' I thought amusedly. I just came up with another vocabulary.
I decided to continue reading the book. After some minutes, I left it and went out of my room. I didn't find it interesting anymore.
I wanted to go to the kitchen to keep myself busy with some cooking. I saw the maid rushing in my direction when she saw me, and she bowed slightly in front of me.
"Good afternoon, Madam," I heard her greet me and I returned the greetings.
I flashed her a warm smile, I knew she wouldn't want me to do anything but I felt so bored and useless, all I could pray for at the moment was for Bryan to come back quickly so that I could ask him if I could invite my family and friends over to keep me company once in a while.
"I saw some recipes online today on how to make delicious cookies, so I wanna try it out," I informed her, and I saw her look, which read to me that she wanted to help me out. I cut her off immediately and went into the kitchen.
I told Dora to help me get my phone in the bedroom.
Fear not, I am not talking about Dora, the 5-year-old girl who hasn't aged for the past 80 years. Well, I guess that was too exaggerated.
Dora was the name of the maid that greeted me earlier. She passed me my phone and I searched for the screenshots of the recipes.
I began to read them out, Dora was helping me to bring out the ingredients to the countertop, she would surely wanna help. I smiled at that thought and dropped my phone when all the ingredients were ready.
I followed the instructions by combining the flour, baking powder, and salts into a medium bowl. I got busy with the preparation after I sternly told Dora not to intervene.
I'm really anxious to see how it will turn out to be. I dropped the dough with spoonfuls onto the ungreased baking sheet. I waited for 10 to 12 minutes for it to get ready.
"Whoa! This looks so yummy," I said with a bright smile on my face as I gazed down at the lovely cookies I'd arranged on a tray. Dora gave me a shy smile looking down at her feet.
'Gosh! This respect is too much!'
I didn't dwell on it too much as I gave her part of it. I shared it to everyone as I intentionally made much, they collected it from me, expressing their gratitude.
I was happy they liked it but eating it alone was not fun. I took the pictures of the cookies and sent them to Isabella, she loves cookies. We chatted for a while as she was upset she couldn't taste it.
Now that I am done, I am bored again. It's so tiring to be just by yourself, with no one to have fun with, I began to see it as a punishment, perhaps he was punishing me.
I couldn't help but think in that way, so I went to the living room to watch TV. My favorite was Tom and Jerry. I was still watching the TV when I heard the sound of a car entering the compound.
'Is he back?' I asked myself, I felt my heart racing for unknown reasons.
I was still in my thoughts when I heard the open door sound.
Our gaze met, he looked exhausted, I don't know maybe it was my eyes but he looked a bit drunk. He walked normally into his room without saying a word.
'Was gazing at someone as a form of greeting?'
I searched for it online but I didn't get a satisfactory answer. I wanted to talk to him really badly, I waited for an hour before going to knock on his door.
I waited for a while before I heard his deep voice, saying that I should enter. I subconsciously took in a really deep breath as I looked down at the cookies in my hand.
'I hope he likes it' I prayed silently before opening the door.
As I entered, his shirtless defined chest came into my view. He sat cross-legged on his bed, his laptop perched on his knees.
His bare chest was tanned and toned, and he had a serious expression on his face as he typed rapidly on the keyboard. His hair was messy and unkempt, and his room was a bit cluttered, but he seemed completely focused on his work. The only sound was the click of the keys and the occasional grunt of frustration.
I saw a half-eaten sandwich sitting on a plate on the bedside table. He wasn't even looking up, how would I inform him what I came here for?