My 5 lustful knights

I am a truly pitiful person,my parents died five years ago, and I broke up with my boyfriend of six months for cheating on me with my childhood best friend who knew that I was a poor guy that was so fragile that I could topple over with a little breeze. He knew that I always wished to be deflowered by my true love even though I do not understand the word deflowered but I am not to be under rated but it was true, I was a fool always thinking of having a new life in a new world where I am not jobless or is an orphan and have people who love me. Like the book, the power lovers where the male lead is not only powerful but had loving parents and a lot of powerful men who loves him.I know a character in the book a lot like me who lost their powers and status and his five best friends because they fell in love with the quiet but cute friend. They left him out and he ended up as a villain who gets killed by his childhood friends in the final analysis of the story line