Mafia Wife : If life was fear

The Funeral

Olivia POINT OF VIEW

The day had finally arrived , I had always knew it would but not in this way . I remember in one of our late night dates we would talk about the day when one of us die . He always jokingly said that I should bury him in a glass casket full of red roses that would cover his whole body , he said so that all I see as the casket goes down is my two favorite things him and the red roses that way he would feel my love even in his grave .Today I do not feel like he deserves my love in any way but I will fulfil his wish so that even in his grave he is reminded of the pain he caused me . How can someone who used to be so dear to me betray me then not have the courage to apologize but take his life instead of fixing the mess he created . Did he really love me ? Did I mean anything to him ? Did he ever considered my feelings when he lied ?

Today no one is here to support me apart from the two strangers I recently met . Somehow Lucas remind me so much of Benjamin the way he spoke , walked , formal wear and obsession with the black color .Benjamin was my first love , first boyfriend , first kiss , my best friend , my backbone and equally importantly my strength but that turned out to be a lie .

I had always heard that love was blind I wish I had wrote all my love poems in braille . A user manual would have been significant and useful pertaining relationships . I hate that I still love him a part of me wants to keep only the good memories from the side of his life which he allowed me to see but the other part of me is disgusted and shameful to be identified as his wife . I am a young widow without children , family and friends which I sacrificed for his sake .On one hand my life was based in pleasing him making sure that he lacked nothing but on the other hand he fearlessly lived a double life killing people as if it was nothing , selling human organs in the black market like he was selling candy and turning people into s*x slaves like they meant nothing . I am wearing a white dress intentionally because of the enlightenment I have had the day he left earth .He took me for a fool and I played along to the beat of his thumbs .

''Please hurry up before the press gets there '' Charlotte called me from downstairs , I quickly finished getting ready and run downstairs .Charlotte and Lucas were dressed in black attires yet again I noticed the watch Lucas was wearing then it clicked in my mind that Benjamin had bought the exact same watch on our third honeymoon .Maybe a part of me miss him which could elucidate why everything I see in Lucas reminds me so much of him .

Lucas POINT OF VIEW

I honestly hope the press will not hinder this funeral it has to be done fast .I will have to bring in more men to block the press from entering this event my brother would hate it if they ruined this day for him . Moreover I realized how anxious Olivia has been since Charlotte told us about the funeral so the press would just make her feel worse not that I care about her .I just want a peaceful funeral so that the plan can continue as initially planned and finally catch the rat that ratted my brother to the police .I will definitely ensure that he or she takes they last breath before sunset tomorrow.

Charlotte called Olivia downstairs and we left for the funeral which was three hours away from where my apartment was .Hopefully it all goes well especially with the extra planning I had done. He better not show up if he knows what is good for him . After the long silent drive we finally arrived , my man were waiting outside with guns blocking the press from entering the cemetery just as instructed .Now nothing will hinder this funeral .

Olivia POINT OF VIEW

After a long awkward drive we arrive at the cemetery to my surprise men in black suites lined up with guns at the cemetery entrance blocking the press from entering . For once his gang did something helpful , having my picture in the cover of every news paper tomorrow is the last thing I need before my court appearance . Everything was the way Benjamin wanted his funeral to be executed but he never really mentioned that there will be gunshots fired at the entrance or man dressed in black carrying guns around . The only people present was me , Charlotte and Lucas in addition , after a while a man dressed in a white suite appeared ,threw a red rose and spited inside the grave which infuriated Lucas a lot he looked like he wanted to beat him up in fact his facial expressions expressed that he was disgusted .Which I failed to comprehend because Lucas claims he does not know Benjamin so why does he get worked up when someone disturbs the funeral or anything related to Benjamin ?

Another man who was dressed in a black suite with a red rose imprinted in his blazer looked at us from a distance he looked familiar but I ignored it . The mysterious man in a white suite pointed a gun at me suggesting that I would soon join my husband for my days are numbered .He claimed that I should be cautious because no one really knows when he would strike . Lucas was shielding me the whole time , I felt safe with him and the man dressed in black took him away but ignored the man who was observing us from a distance .

Lucas POINT OF VIEW

The funeral was going well until KIM our greatest enemy entered the funeral wearing a white suite . What infuriated me the most is the guts he had to point a gun at Olivia and threaten her in my presence especially that he knew he was Benjamin's wife . Moreover , how did he enter the cemetry with the exta security I had planned .I wanted to beat him black and blue however I had to control my temper , we do not want Olivia to see my true colors right but I will ensure that he does not leave this place alive one way or the other . I also watched as a man dressed in black suit imprinted a red rose observed everything from a distance .For a minute his posture looked very familiar to me but I just ignored it .

Charlotte POINT OF VIEW

Did he really have to come to the funeral and provoke Lucas of all people that too today . He is going to ruin our plan that we worked very hard to strategize. However I could not help but notice a man who was watching from a distance all that was taking place . How did KIM pass the bodyguards and the extra security that Lucas had organized and why are they ignoring the man who was observing us from a distance . This is all going to make Lucas very suspicious which I can not afford at any cost . I need to be in charge of every operation and running of the business for my plan to successfully work without interference. Now that I know the truth which Benjamin had hidden from all of us , I will use it to get to the top were my true position truly is and make my father proud .Never again will this gang be lead by a male or anyone related to Benjamin.I will make sure of it .