Unashamed

Chapter 2(Derik)

I could hear voices downstairs; I couldn't care less who that could be as my mate was leaving me; I couldn't just sit around and let her go. I know what I did was wrong, but I had no control over it. She smelled like Amelia, and I would get confused, and by the time I realized what I was doing, it was already too late, and I always thought I could tell her and that we could fix this. Aurora had my mate's scent, and it was stronger. I felt like I was dreaming and being controlled like a puppet. Every time this happened, I couldn't feel Drax, my wolf. It was like he was tamed and unable to surface. I decided to go after Amelia. I wasn't going to let her go without a fight. I don't care who was in the wrong; I know I did a f**k-up, and I am owning up to it. I started to hear my mother's voice, and I was afraid Amelia would expose what I had done. I haven't had the chance to speak to my parents. I honestly do not know how the hell I am going to fix this.

"No, please, let me be the one to tell them." I said, rushing down the stairs.

"Son, what on earth is going on because right now it seems like I am about to lose my daughter-in-law?" My father was not one to speak a lot, but once he chose someone as family, he would do anything to protect that person.

"Tell them how you have been sleeping with my sister," Amelia yelled, and at that moment, I felt my mother slap me so hard; I have never had to experience that in my life. Part of me was shocked, and the other part was telling me that I deserved whatever was coming to me.

I got on my knees in front of my wife and Luna, latching on to her legs and begging her to at least listen to me. "Amelia, please, your sister did something to me; we have to find her and interrogate her. Please, babe, don't leave me; I am nothing without you."

Het your filthy hand off of me; you could have told me that the first time, but clearly you were enjoying sleeping with her. Now you are crying because I caught you. Damn, what a pathetic Alpha! Now hear my words. I never want to see you again; even I, Luna Amelia Lilly West, reject you, Alpha Derik Sam West, as my mate, and now I go by the name Amelia Lilly Oden."

I felt my whole world collapse in front of me. I winced as she renounced me as her mate.

"I will not accept, not now, not ever." I stormed out of the door. I felt hot, and Drax was whining in my head. I couldn't think. I felt numb; I let go of the control I was holding on to, and I let Drax take over. I couldn't take the pain anymore. My pack members would be devastated to learn that their perfect Luna is no longer Luna. I don't want to do this alone.

"Derik, wake up, man, you look like sh*t. Why on earth are you sleeping here?" I couldn't make out whose voice that was, but I didn't want to wake up. I wanted this to be a dream, and I would wake up to none of this happening, and I would go home to my wife and my happy life. Someone helped me up; that woke me up, and I noticed it was my best friend Mike. I gave him the story as it was and asked him to find Aurora and throw her in the dungeon. I will deal with her when I feel better.

I went back to the pack house only to find my mom and dad waiting for me with a bunch of papers."

"This just came for you." Mom handed me the papers, only to realize that they were divorce papers. I can't deal with this right now, and I'm not in the mood or have enough strength to deal with it. Drax is not helping for sh*t. This is both our fault now. It seems like he is blaming me for losing Amelia.

"I will deal with that; just hold on to them for me," I said as I ascended the stairs to our bedroom. Everything smelled like her; I already miss her. Man, I really messed up. I crashed in bed, taking in her scent, and I felt someone trying to mind-link me. 'I found Aurora trying to sneak off our borders; she is in the dungeon as you requested.' I thanked him before I closed the link. I needed to find out what she did to me, and I would make her tell her sister the truth, or else I was going to rip her throat.