We only realize the worth of something or someone when they do everything exactly opposite and unexpected. The same thing happened to me. Christian has never been so firm with me. He has never in his life ever said no to any of my requests. But the moment, despite my begging, when he didn't let me stay in the jungle with him, he made me realize that I wanted him more than that. I wanted to spend my whole life with him, not only in the jungle but also everywhere we go.
However, it's not as easy as it looks. The complications are still fresh and alive. I may have realized that I want Christian not just as my best friend but more than that. But the fact that I also love Jonas is still there; my love for Jonas is still present. I have no idea how to choose or whom to choose. Both Christian an
