And she left. I let her go, to be honest, I… I forced her to go. She kept insisting that she wanted to stay here with me, be by my side, accompany me in this punishment, but I didn't consider any of her reasons to let her stay. She can't stay. In the process of being a good friend, she was doing nothing but giving me hope and ruining her relationship with Jonas. I would never want my woman to stay with someone else. I could never let my woman stay with someone else who is not me, so how can I let my brother live through the same thing I don't like?
I know love is about trust, and I would trust her, but still, the pain that she didn't choose me, the immaturity that comes with that unwanted, baseless jealousy—they will just ruin the relationship by making small cracks. No matter how much we
